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good morning good morning

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my name is keith anthony blanchard my

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spiritual name

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your spiritual you may have a different

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spiritual name vibration of

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being in the vessel

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but ultimately as we

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move inward

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upward which is forward toward

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the greatest possibility it's really not

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a linear motion from where we are

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to where we think we're going because

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even though the journey does imply we're

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going forward

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ultimately it's going to take us right

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back to here right back where you are

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and where you are

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essentially is seated in the soul the

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just a shortened aspect of that

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god the most

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popular most profound name in the

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universe

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buddha

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krishna ah someone

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i have to tells

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it to you two three times but when you

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get it you say

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right and and that is enlightenment

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because ah

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i get it

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ah so ya

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itself would be the heart

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the fire the passion

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the muscle the might

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god itself

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everything you want

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we think we want

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it can be found here in the nothing and

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in that nothing is everything

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isn't that something

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so this would represent the fire of god

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how you like that for synchronicity

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alignment

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na

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is the mind

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the mind moves this way

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let me go back to now now would be the

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mind hopefully one of clarity

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clarity

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that keeps us erect

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upright the ability to stand

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just the ability to stand in times of

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someone who might be in a wheelchair who

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has an upright va

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is standing and they're standing very

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strongly

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so it's not about the mitsu it's about

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who you are as a divine child about who

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you are as a divine being

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regardless if the mind is clear or not

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let's say the mind is not clear the same

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amount of fire power god will

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is going to push through the unclear

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you will become no more powerful when

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than when you are when you aren't

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there's no difference the same fire

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pushes through the clouded filter

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as it will

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it's just that when we're clear

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and it becomes clear

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everything we want simply begins to

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reveal itself because it's not something

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you're actually bringing to you

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it seems that way because we walk

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some people walk backwards or they try

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as the fire always pushes

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our task should be to become absolutely

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clear around this idea

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is not a whole bunch of spiritual work

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people think spiritual workers i'm gonna

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meditate and sweat buckshot to make this

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thing happen you have already overshot

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you're going to miss it every time your

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intention will be recognized

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and you may step a little bit you may

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step a little bit but spirit will only

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answer your call and if your call is

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effort effort effort effort effort even

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i'm trying i'm really trying to be this

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spirit will always give you effort i'm

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all nonsense the tables have turned

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so va is being able to carry out the

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to be able to know when to step in or

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no shame or blame for taking that

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and the action yah na va

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i have learned over many many years of

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but we're given a ghost sign if you will

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a desktop shortcut

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and it's right there

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you can go to any cosmic web page that

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all out of disposal because the window

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of 2020 is open and regardless if this

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spirit always says you can have it you

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can have you can have you can have that

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yes you can add whatever you want you

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want more difficulty yes you can have it

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it's always been played out this way now

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the window is open there is no more

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it's getting ever thin in fact the next

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layer out of the veil being so thin is

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no veil at all

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and to no avail

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you can have it all

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all that you want provided you are clear

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because when you are not clear you will

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still get all that you want all that you

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it's the name of your soul it is the

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primordial sacred seed syllables of your

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crossing the bridge to the soul

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spawned by this

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however long it takes the journey of a

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until then nothing happens

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when you take the first step you have

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shaved 500 miles

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excuse me 500 years of your journey off

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well so that means if i take the second

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step i'm complete the 500 year mark is

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i've taken the initiative

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without taking that first step nothing

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so okay take the first step good you set

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an intention for yourself a baseline for

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this is where you don't want to go into

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effort effort effort effort effort

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the universal design is so simplistic

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all it takes is simple observation

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observation just to recognize it

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i know how noisy the world can be

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it's strong it will remember

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of you went swimming as a kid uh an

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above ground swimming pool and everybody

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wants to make a whirlpool right

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you're not sure if you want to

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participate because you're not really on

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the outside wall yet but you feel the

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current it's tugging you but if you

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stand in the center

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you are not affected

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the storm can pitch all at once and if

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you are centered in the va

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standing erect

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everybody's turmoil is going to spin all

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around you now this is where you should

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be careful even with your loved ones in

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this time of trouble

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because you're in the center

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someone you care about

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who's in the current

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saying help me

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and they reach out their hand you grab

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their hand

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you become engaged in the situation as

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so what are you saying should i just not

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care about my loved ones no i'm not

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saying that what i'm saying is you have

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to always be in a situation of being

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planted or you will become one reaching

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to someone else hoping to get you out of

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the mess that you've admired yourself in

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the political arena the covet agenda

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right or wrong erroneous i'm not saying

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it i'm saying there's a lot of nonsense

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in it whatever that nonsense is i don't

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claim to know i know there's nonsense

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so in 2020 with this window being open

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you can have what you want

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but it will bring up in you

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everything you've been stuffing down

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well keith i'm pretty sure

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fantastic tell me how you did it and

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what you got that i want i'm solid

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because even in your solidity

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the things that you stuff down since you

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were 16

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and don't remember that you stepped that

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because if you remembered you would have

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done the work around it

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they will start showing them they'll

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first arise within you as thought

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i'm pretty much over that it may just be

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fleeting

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and if it continues to get ignored

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you'll start to show this feeling you'll

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start showing up more often than you

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start being emotionally affected by it

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continue to ignore it

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it will become physically manifested now

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this sounds like this will happen over a

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the windows are

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this will start showing up just like

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this and things will become

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you have no choice because someone's

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talking at your door you don't know who

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it is you open the door you open the

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door and it says hello and then you will

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be confronted

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with

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something in your life which i will help

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you with in a little bit using a

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breathing technique that will help you

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move through would be the correct way to

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describe it because you can't go around

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it you can't go over it you can't shove

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it down you have to go through it

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the opportunity

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to free yourself is at hand

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but to be in the joy

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you're gonna have to be afraid

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what does that mean

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the things you have been fearing in your

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life

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the wall that's keeping you from your

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liberation here's my fear and my

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you have to go through it

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it's not so bad what's that your mind

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correct

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the mind was overworking judy says

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and when you realize at first it's going

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to feel funky when you step

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it's going to feel real sticky dark

296
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nasty

297
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nerving

298
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a little bit swerving

299
00:17:04,470 --> 00:17:02,310
but you have to ground it you have to be

300
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grounded and when you move through it

301
00:17:08,949 --> 00:17:06,720
it's going to seem a little weird

302
00:17:11,590 --> 00:17:08,959
after a little bit this is not so bad

303
00:17:13,029 --> 00:17:11,600
what i've been doing to myself all this

304
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time

305
00:17:19,750 --> 00:17:14,880
to keep myself and the self-induced

306
00:17:25,429 --> 00:17:22,949
we all do we all have been doing it

307
00:17:28,870 --> 00:17:25,439
suggested that we do it no longer

308
00:17:32,710 --> 00:17:28,880
the current is going to get stronger

309
00:17:37,350 --> 00:17:32,720
you think today is crazy

310
00:17:40,710 --> 00:17:38,789
let's have a question yesterday there's

311
00:17:42,549 --> 00:17:40,720
a difference between

312
00:17:45,110 --> 00:17:42,559
reaching out and getting in the

313
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whirlpool of that energy whether it's

314
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base three-dimensional whatever is

315
00:17:51,270 --> 00:17:48,960
different than facing your own fears

316
00:17:54,710 --> 00:17:51,280
it's more of a shadow work

317
00:17:59,350 --> 00:17:56,870
ask you that again please okay you had

318
00:18:00,549 --> 00:17:59,360
discussed previously about the whirlpool

319
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and the

320
00:18:03,830 --> 00:18:02,240
reaching out to help and being careful

321
00:18:06,390 --> 00:18:03,840
not to get sucked in right then you

322
00:18:09,510 --> 00:18:06,400
talked about facing your fears which i'm

323
00:18:11,110 --> 00:18:09,520
attributing to shadow or going inside

324
00:18:12,950 --> 00:18:11,120
it's different

325
00:18:15,909 --> 00:18:12,960
than the previous

326
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situation you discussed

327
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helping someone or not helping someone

328
00:18:23,270 --> 00:18:20,640
is one of wisdom

329
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to what degree can you help without

330
00:18:27,510 --> 00:18:25,679
becoming involved to where you become

331
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part of the unconsciousness and your

332
00:18:31,590 --> 00:18:29,520
desire and your love for someone which

333
00:18:34,310 --> 00:18:31,600
is a gorgeous thing to help what good

334
00:18:35,750 --> 00:18:34,320
can we do if we become if we're drowning

335
00:18:37,350 --> 00:18:35,760
as well you can't save another drowning

336
00:18:41,669 --> 00:18:37,360
person if you're drowning

337
00:18:45,110 --> 00:18:43,270
i understand the idea i understand the

338
00:18:48,150 --> 00:18:45,120
term

339
00:18:49,350 --> 00:18:48,160
it's not for me i don't

340
00:18:51,350 --> 00:18:49,360
we can call

341
00:18:53,990 --> 00:18:51,360
i could call what i've done over these

342
00:18:55,669 --> 00:18:54,000
shadow work but in the titling and the

343
00:18:58,230 --> 00:18:55,679
labeling of that

344
00:18:59,909 --> 00:18:58,240
is something very very powerful

345
00:19:02,710 --> 00:18:59,919
the shadow the dark

346
00:19:04,950 --> 00:19:02,720
because ultimately it's all light

347
00:19:06,870 --> 00:19:04,960
some of it is just

348
00:19:09,430 --> 00:19:06,880
waiting to recognize that some of the

349
00:19:10,549 --> 00:19:09,440
lessons are waiting to be recognized

350
00:19:11,909 --> 00:19:10,559
so

351
00:19:12,950 --> 00:19:11,919
did i answer your question yeah thanks

352
00:19:14,789 --> 00:19:12,960
because it's a

353
00:19:16,310 --> 00:19:14,799
denotation connotation on the word

354
00:19:18,630 --> 00:19:16,320
shadow work but we're saying the same

355
00:19:20,310 --> 00:19:18,640
thing saying the same thing yes i got it

356
00:19:21,909 --> 00:19:20,320
and i appreciate you clarifying it

357
00:19:23,270 --> 00:19:21,919
because it's just a sliver but that

358
00:19:25,590 --> 00:19:23,280
sliver can make all the difference it's

359
00:19:27,110 --> 00:19:25,600
monumental yes i see it now and you say

360
00:19:28,630 --> 00:19:27,120
well it's just a it's just words okay

361
00:19:29,990 --> 00:19:28,640
well words of vibration yeah yeah the

362
00:19:31,990 --> 00:19:30,000
power of the spoken word but not only

363
00:19:34,789 --> 00:19:32,000
that if you can get beyond the words you

364
00:19:36,789 --> 00:19:34,799
still have in that idea it's laced with

365
00:19:37,990 --> 00:19:36,799
intention it's like with unconscious

366
00:19:40,390 --> 00:19:38,000
intention because you're saying well

367
00:19:41,830 --> 00:19:40,400
it's just a word how clear are you that

368
00:19:43,190 --> 00:19:41,840
you're just hanging out with your friend

369
00:19:44,789 --> 00:19:43,200
who is truly aluminum and you're truly

370
00:19:46,230 --> 00:19:44,799
alone and you say you know i got to do

371
00:19:47,110 --> 00:19:46,240
some shadow work today and you both go i

372
00:19:49,510 --> 00:19:47,120
get it

373
00:19:52,950 --> 00:19:49,520
but some people really cling to that

374
00:19:55,750 --> 00:19:52,960
pseudo spirituality 144 000 the

375
00:19:58,549 --> 00:19:55,760
ascension um what's the other one the

376
00:20:00,710 --> 00:19:58,559
other famous one 5d

377
00:20:02,390 --> 00:20:00,720
and i'm a starseed

378
00:20:03,750 --> 00:20:02,400
i get all that

379
00:20:05,590 --> 00:20:03,760
how much time

380
00:20:07,350 --> 00:20:05,600
how can you understand that you're a

381
00:20:09,510 --> 00:20:07,360
star seed i'm not saying you're not you

382
00:20:12,070 --> 00:20:09,520
may have had glimpses over your life

383
00:20:14,549 --> 00:20:12,080
but how can you truly integrate your

384
00:20:15,830 --> 00:20:14,559
starseedness

385
00:20:18,070 --> 00:20:15,840
if you're still lost in the human

386
00:20:19,909 --> 00:20:18,080
conundrum you can't

387
00:20:20,870 --> 00:20:19,919
you know people don't understand god

388
00:20:22,230 --> 00:20:20,880
because

389
00:20:24,310 --> 00:20:22,240
they don't understand themselves how can

390
00:20:27,270 --> 00:20:24,320
we understand the majesty if we don't

391
00:20:28,630 --> 00:20:27,280
understand the finite puny little self

392
00:20:30,630 --> 00:20:28,640
there's no difference

393
00:20:33,029 --> 00:20:30,640
we have to go through what we know or

394
00:20:37,029 --> 00:20:33,039
believe think

395
00:20:38,789 --> 00:20:37,039
we are to get to that which is beyond

396
00:20:40,310 --> 00:20:38,799
everything

397
00:20:43,029 --> 00:20:40,320
when we begin to take on these

398
00:20:45,590 --> 00:20:43,039
modalities of being

399
00:20:49,270 --> 00:20:45,600
is when we begin to cross the bridge to

400
00:20:51,190 --> 00:20:49,280
the soul even looking at this book cover

401
00:20:54,789 --> 00:20:51,200
this perfectly describes my life years

402
00:20:57,750 --> 00:20:56,390
human diamond

403
00:20:59,029 --> 00:20:57,760
living in fear

404
00:21:01,029 --> 00:20:59,039
you might get a little light gets a

405
00:21:02,950 --> 00:21:01,039
little gray and your boyfriend or

406
00:21:05,029 --> 00:21:02,960
girlfriend breaks up with you in

407
00:21:06,870 --> 00:21:05,039
this thing and we never get past this

408
00:21:10,230 --> 00:21:06,880
area here

409
00:21:13,110 --> 00:21:10,240
you start doing the spiritual non-work

410
00:21:15,430 --> 00:21:13,120
leaving things alone

411
00:21:17,270 --> 00:21:15,440
literally leaving them alone

412
00:21:18,630 --> 00:21:17,280
we start to move

413
00:21:20,470 --> 00:21:18,640
on this

414
00:21:21,430 --> 00:21:20,480
crickety rickety bridge it's a rope

415
00:21:25,110 --> 00:21:21,440
bridge

416
00:21:26,470 --> 00:21:25,120
rope will hang you

417
00:21:28,630 --> 00:21:26,480
when you first get on the bridge of your

418
00:21:30,470 --> 00:21:28,640
spiritual walk

419
00:21:33,350 --> 00:21:30,480
it's a rope bridge and it's very long so

420
00:21:35,350 --> 00:21:33,360
it's got some swaying to it

421
00:21:37,990 --> 00:21:35,360
the closer you get to the center of the

422
00:21:40,789 --> 00:21:38,000
bridge where it's balanced

423
00:21:44,549 --> 00:21:40,799
the swaying begins to stop

424
00:21:46,230 --> 00:21:44,559
likewise you will find yourself

425
00:21:48,950 --> 00:21:46,240
when you get to the center point you

426
00:21:51,669 --> 00:21:48,960
know exactly how the bridge responds to

427
00:21:53,350 --> 00:21:51,679
you as you move so now you need your

428
00:21:55,430 --> 00:21:53,360
hands to hold on you're so good at how

429
00:21:56,470 --> 00:21:55,440
it moves you can get your groove on

430
00:21:58,630 --> 00:21:56,480
while you're doing the whole thing you

431
00:22:01,430 --> 00:21:58,640
know flip and so then you begin to be

432
00:22:03,350 --> 00:22:01,440
this person here then you move into the

433
00:22:05,590 --> 00:22:03,360
light because ultimately

434
00:22:09,909 --> 00:22:05,600
when you get into the lighter areas of

435
00:22:15,830 --> 00:22:12,149
all the illusion of everything that is

436
00:22:20,710 --> 00:22:18,710
it all gets forgotten

437
00:22:23,029 --> 00:22:20,720
you remember it

438
00:22:25,510 --> 00:22:23,039
but the level of its importance to you

439
00:22:27,590 --> 00:22:25,520
simply just dissipates

440
00:22:30,630 --> 00:22:27,600
you see it now as

441
00:22:32,470 --> 00:22:30,640
the most amazing beautiful catalyst

442
00:22:33,750 --> 00:22:32,480
that could have ever happened to you nor

443
00:22:34,789 --> 00:22:33,760
would you ever want to change it if you

444
00:22:37,029 --> 00:22:34,799
could

445
00:22:39,190 --> 00:22:37,039
because it's those particular dynamics

446
00:22:41,270 --> 00:22:39,200
that has brought you

447
00:22:43,110 --> 00:22:41,280
across the center point of the bridge to

448
00:22:47,029 --> 00:22:43,120
your soul

449
00:22:53,029 --> 00:22:49,830
all that is good goes away too

450
00:22:55,510 --> 00:22:53,039
correct very good all the good goes away

451
00:22:57,350 --> 00:22:55,520
okay don't we want good over bad yeah

452
00:22:58,870 --> 00:22:57,360
until you get

453
00:23:01,430 --> 00:22:58,880
to the point

454
00:23:05,029 --> 00:23:01,440
beyond what we are calling good and bad

455
00:23:07,270 --> 00:23:05,039
because your good may be good for you

456
00:23:09,190 --> 00:23:07,280
you know we thought that person we dated

457
00:23:11,669 --> 00:23:09,200
that job we had man this is good i got

458
00:23:15,190 --> 00:23:11,679
this job or i got this lover in my life

459
00:23:17,750 --> 00:23:15,200
come to find out it wasn't

460
00:23:19,510 --> 00:23:17,760
future hindsight it actually was it was

461
00:23:21,669 --> 00:23:19,520
way beyond the good because it was a

462
00:23:23,110 --> 00:23:21,679
catalyst or a bridge

463
00:23:23,909 --> 00:23:23,120
that brought you to this new reality

464
00:23:26,870 --> 00:23:23,919
because

465
00:23:29,270 --> 00:23:26,880
what truly is good lies beyond the world

466
00:23:30,710 --> 00:23:29,280
of good and bad this is bad this is good

467
00:23:32,710 --> 00:23:30,720
of course that's interchangeable

468
00:23:34,710 --> 00:23:32,720
depending on who you are

469
00:23:36,630 --> 00:23:34,720
most people live their life

470
00:23:37,990 --> 00:23:36,640
in this dual split i definitely don't

471
00:23:40,549 --> 00:23:38,000
want that one

472
00:23:41,669 --> 00:23:40,559
i want this fantastic it means you're

473
00:23:43,190 --> 00:23:41,679
expanding into your spiritual

474
00:23:45,590 --> 00:23:43,200
possibility which you know that you want

475
00:23:46,950 --> 00:23:45,600
for yourself

476
00:23:48,710 --> 00:23:46,960
but there's something else you mean

477
00:23:50,230 --> 00:23:48,720
there's more i can choose from it's

478
00:23:52,149 --> 00:23:50,240
infinite your choice is not only

479
00:23:53,909 --> 00:23:52,159
infinite under the guise of what you

480
00:23:55,510 --> 00:23:53,919
call good and bad

481
00:23:57,430 --> 00:23:55,520
when you choose

482
00:23:59,430 --> 00:23:57,440
between good and bad you only have two

483
00:24:01,510 --> 00:23:59,440
choices you only have one choice choice

484
00:24:04,149 --> 00:24:01,520
is this one other than that one

485
00:24:06,470 --> 00:24:04,159
and you're still living a duality that

486
00:24:08,710 --> 00:24:06,480
is not what wholeness is wholeness is

487
00:24:11,669 --> 00:24:08,720
the reality of you coming home to

488
00:24:13,669 --> 00:24:11,679
yourself to realize who is this being

489
00:24:15,430 --> 00:24:13,679
that has a choice

490
00:24:17,190 --> 00:24:15,440
that's called the trinity

491
00:24:19,830 --> 00:24:17,200
the self when the self becomes

492
00:24:23,269 --> 00:24:19,840
enlightened the trinity the holy spirit

493
00:24:25,190 --> 00:24:23,279
begins to arise in one's one person

494
00:24:27,110 --> 00:24:25,200
and then you realize

495
00:24:30,950 --> 00:24:27,120
i don't have a choice

496
00:24:32,549 --> 00:24:30,960
i am the being that has infinite choices

497
00:24:34,630 --> 00:24:32,559
you can go snow skiing you can jump out

498
00:24:36,070 --> 00:24:34,640
of an airplane you can come to florida

499
00:24:37,669 --> 00:24:36,080
you can go eat some food in a mexican

500
00:24:38,950 --> 00:24:37,679
right whatever it is you want to do and

501
00:24:40,710 --> 00:24:38,960
it's infinite

502
00:24:44,630 --> 00:24:40,720
now a lot of the trouble begins to

503
00:24:47,269 --> 00:24:44,640
happen when people begin people start

504
00:24:49,750 --> 00:24:47,279
feeling bad

505
00:24:52,070 --> 00:24:49,760
about their choices good is a phenomenal

506
00:24:53,990 --> 00:24:52,080
barometer to keep you on the path of

507
00:24:56,230 --> 00:24:54,000
enlightenment

508
00:24:58,710 --> 00:24:56,240
but it also can be a trap if you think

509
00:25:00,789 --> 00:24:58,720
you found the ultimate good in

510
00:25:02,950 --> 00:25:00,799
your life

511
00:25:05,430 --> 00:25:02,960
because the real you

512
00:25:08,070 --> 00:25:05,440
the deciding factor the deciding person

513
00:25:11,269 --> 00:25:08,080
or being rather

514
00:25:12,390 --> 00:25:11,279
is infinite potential always

515
00:25:15,269 --> 00:25:12,400
how many

516
00:25:16,149 --> 00:25:15,279
here are still holding on to certain

517
00:25:22,149 --> 00:25:16,159
life

518
00:25:25,029 --> 00:25:23,830
anything you'd like to share

519
00:25:31,350 --> 00:25:25,039
oh no

520
00:25:35,190 --> 00:25:33,350
what do you mean by holding on can you

521
00:25:36,470 --> 00:25:35,200
can you define holding on what does that

522
00:25:39,830 --> 00:25:36,480
mean

523
00:25:41,430 --> 00:25:39,840
can give you a wonderful analogy that

524
00:25:43,830 --> 00:25:41,440
you should not hold on to is that what

525
00:25:45,510 --> 00:25:43,840
you're implying it's something that's in

526
00:25:48,149 --> 00:25:45,520
i'm choosing my words carefully you

527
00:25:50,950 --> 00:25:48,159
should let go lisa asked the question

528
00:25:53,269 --> 00:25:50,960
can i define holding on yes and how does

529
00:25:56,230 --> 00:25:53,279
one begin to let go of even their own

530
00:25:58,149 --> 00:25:56,240
model or my model of let it go what does

531
00:25:59,350 --> 00:25:58,159
that look like

532
00:26:01,510 --> 00:25:59,360
here's this cool little thing it's

533
00:26:03,990 --> 00:26:01,520
pretty it's red you like red right it's

534
00:26:05,669 --> 00:26:04,000
red it's about this long

535
00:26:07,510 --> 00:26:05,679
and i'm gonna give it to you okay it's

536
00:26:08,549 --> 00:26:07,520
electrical wire

537
00:26:10,549 --> 00:26:08,559
okay

538
00:26:11,590 --> 00:26:10,559
the current has been flipped and you're

539
00:26:13,029 --> 00:26:11,600
holding it

540
00:26:14,230 --> 00:26:13,039
and as long as you're holding on to this

541
00:26:16,230 --> 00:26:14,240
electrical

542
00:26:17,590 --> 00:26:16,240
current because whatever you have in

543
00:26:20,870 --> 00:26:17,600
your life that is not serving you is

544
00:26:23,269 --> 00:26:20,880
causing you techno it's not causing pain

545
00:26:25,190 --> 00:26:23,279
it causes you pain initially and as long

546
00:26:27,750 --> 00:26:25,200
as you hold on to it after you get the

547
00:26:29,830 --> 00:26:27,760
shock of your life

548
00:26:31,909 --> 00:26:29,840
it's called self-induced suffering

549
00:26:33,510 --> 00:26:31,919
because you don't want to let go and as

550
00:26:35,510 --> 00:26:33,520
long as you hold on to that electrical

551
00:26:38,310 --> 00:26:35,520
charge that thing that has you charged

552
00:26:40,070 --> 00:26:38,320
electrically emotionally in your life

553
00:26:41,590 --> 00:26:40,080
you will get electrocuted it will shock

554
00:26:43,110 --> 00:26:41,600
you and it will keep you

555
00:26:45,190 --> 00:26:43,120
grounded

556
00:26:48,789 --> 00:26:45,200
in the situation

557
00:26:51,430 --> 00:26:48,799
when you let go hurting completely stops

558
00:26:53,750 --> 00:26:51,440
it can be tough to let go because the

559
00:26:56,230 --> 00:26:53,760
person who's holding on

560
00:26:57,350 --> 00:26:56,240
to this idea

561
00:27:02,149 --> 00:26:57,360
thinks it's

562
00:27:07,590 --> 00:27:04,710
i'm holding on to this person

563
00:27:09,269 --> 00:27:07,600
because i don't have the joy in me

564
00:27:10,630 --> 00:27:09,279
they have to be the one to bring me that

565
00:27:12,760 --> 00:27:10,640
joy

566
00:27:14,950 --> 00:27:12,770
that is called self-induced suffering

567
00:27:17,029 --> 00:27:14,960
[Music]

568
00:27:18,710 --> 00:27:17,039
job i lost my job

569
00:27:20,950 --> 00:27:18,720
i'm grateful that i had that job and

570
00:27:22,950 --> 00:27:20,960
brought me to this spot it changes at

571
00:27:25,830 --> 00:27:22,960
all this is not just spiritual cliche

572
00:27:28,630 --> 00:27:25,840
nonsense it might be the same words that

573
00:27:30,870 --> 00:27:28,640
i'm calling spiritual cliched nonsense

574
00:27:31,750 --> 00:27:30,880
but it's the attitude like we talked

575
00:27:33,590 --> 00:27:31,760
about

576
00:27:36,389 --> 00:27:33,600
and what we were saying the difference

577
00:27:37,669 --> 00:27:36,399
between shadow work it's really refining

578
00:27:39,750 --> 00:27:37,679
your process

579
00:27:42,789 --> 00:27:39,760
in such a way that you're not only

580
00:27:45,190 --> 00:27:42,799
taking steps you're taking steps leaps

581
00:27:48,470 --> 00:27:45,200
and bounds because i'm done with this

582
00:27:51,590 --> 00:27:48,480
done and anything that i don't know of

583
00:27:53,909 --> 00:27:51,600
in my unconscious back my unconscious

584
00:27:54,789 --> 00:27:53,919
file i'm ready for those to be revealed

585
00:27:56,630 --> 00:27:54,799
to me

586
00:27:58,470 --> 00:27:56,640
because it could be a collection of

587
00:28:00,230 --> 00:27:58,480
those little things that are keeping you

588
00:28:01,909 --> 00:28:00,240
truly from the next step you might be

589
00:28:03,909 --> 00:28:01,919
wanting a step but something's not

590
00:28:05,590 --> 00:28:03,919
allowing you it could be the fear it

591
00:28:07,029 --> 00:28:05,600
could be situations of just not

592
00:28:09,669 --> 00:28:07,039
manifesting to where you can move

593
00:28:13,269 --> 00:28:09,679
through an open door

594
00:28:16,630 --> 00:28:14,710
is probably

595
00:28:18,389 --> 00:28:16,640
one of the greatest spiritual lessons

596
00:28:21,350 --> 00:28:18,399
one could ever master

597
00:28:23,750 --> 00:28:21,360
in the letting go of

598
00:28:27,669 --> 00:28:23,760
your ideas of what we you think is going

599
00:28:31,830 --> 00:28:29,590
will never give you bliss it may give

600
00:28:33,350 --> 00:28:31,840
you glimpses of

601
00:28:36,389 --> 00:28:33,360
your greatest potential but it will

602
00:28:41,269 --> 00:28:39,269
what will take you there

603
00:28:42,789 --> 00:28:41,279
which is actually here

604
00:28:44,470 --> 00:28:42,799
is letting go of your preconceived

605
00:28:46,710 --> 00:28:44,480
notions

606
00:28:49,430 --> 00:28:46,720
well keith isn't jesus of course jesus

607
00:28:51,430 --> 00:28:49,440
is but how do you think he achieved that

608
00:28:53,110 --> 00:28:51,440
level of being by acting and thinking

609
00:28:55,669 --> 00:28:53,120
the way you did

610
00:28:57,269 --> 00:28:55,679
you know who's god in control here am i

611
00:28:59,269 --> 00:28:57,279
going to follow the teacher follow the

612
00:29:01,750 --> 00:28:59,279
lead and follow the master and be as the

613
00:29:04,070 --> 00:29:01,760
christ as a christian of that you wait

614
00:29:06,470 --> 00:29:04,080
or as the buddha of that's your way or

615
00:29:08,470 --> 00:29:06,480
as the hindi or as krishna or hindi

616
00:29:09,510 --> 00:29:08,480
issue whatever your way is there's only

617
00:29:11,590 --> 00:29:09,520
one path

618
00:29:13,350 --> 00:29:11,600
there's many paths to the path but

619
00:29:15,269 --> 00:29:13,360
there's another one path

620
00:29:16,630 --> 00:29:15,279
because once you get to the cave of

621
00:29:18,070 --> 00:29:16,640
samadhi

622
00:29:19,909 --> 00:29:18,080
cave

623
00:29:21,669 --> 00:29:19,919
dark

624
00:29:23,669 --> 00:29:21,679
lit by fire only enough to where i can

625
00:29:25,750 --> 00:29:23,679
see that sounds like each one of us

626
00:29:28,149 --> 00:29:25,760
living in the cave because we are

627
00:29:30,549 --> 00:29:28,159
samadhi is the intention of unifying

628
00:29:32,149 --> 00:29:30,559
with god i have every intention of

629
00:29:35,190 --> 00:29:32,159
unifying with god

630
00:29:37,669 --> 00:29:35,200
monks in the himalayas and likewise

631
00:29:40,230 --> 00:29:37,679
they literally go into a game they play

632
00:29:42,710 --> 00:29:40,240
it out they play the game out from

633
00:29:45,190 --> 00:29:42,720
beginning to end they go into a cave in

634
00:29:48,070 --> 00:29:45,200
the dark cave to illuminate themselves

635
00:29:54,470 --> 00:29:48,080
so they can see

636
00:29:56,870 --> 00:29:55,990
and what these monks are doing in these

637
00:29:59,029 --> 00:29:56,880
caves

638
00:30:01,029 --> 00:29:59,039
they're forgiving

639
00:30:04,590 --> 00:30:01,039
themselves

640
00:30:07,510 --> 00:30:04,600
other

641
00:30:08,789 --> 00:30:07,520
people who did certain things to them

642
00:30:10,149 --> 00:30:08,799
they're forgiving the people who did

643
00:30:11,830 --> 00:30:10,159
certain things to other people and other

644
00:30:13,190 --> 00:30:11,840
people another people other people

645
00:30:15,029 --> 00:30:13,200
because they understand that every

646
00:30:16,389 --> 00:30:15,039
aspect of these beings that they're in

647
00:30:17,830 --> 00:30:16,399
forgiveness mode

648
00:30:19,669 --> 00:30:17,840
is themselves

649
00:30:22,070 --> 00:30:19,679
this bring them to greater capacity of

650
00:30:23,909 --> 00:30:22,080
enlightenment so those things that we

651
00:30:25,110 --> 00:30:23,919
are choosing and then feel bad and are

652
00:30:26,870 --> 00:30:25,120
good about

653
00:30:28,789 --> 00:30:26,880
can be considered blocks

654
00:30:30,549 --> 00:30:28,799
we don't know

655
00:30:32,070 --> 00:30:30,559
anything

656
00:30:34,230 --> 00:30:32,080
except i know

657
00:30:37,269 --> 00:30:34,240
that i want greater degrees of bliss

658
00:30:41,669 --> 00:30:37,279
it's really the basic question

659
00:30:46,149 --> 00:30:43,510
it's great to read a phenomenal book i

660
00:30:49,269 --> 00:30:47,590
it's great to hear wonderful pieces of

661
00:30:51,190 --> 00:30:49,279
music i have lots of those too all right

662
00:30:52,789 --> 00:30:51,200
music as well i'm playing bands and

663
00:30:54,070 --> 00:30:52,799
stuff i love all that it's expressions

664
00:30:55,750 --> 00:30:54,080
of me having fun

665
00:30:57,509 --> 00:30:55,760
and i do this with other people i love

666
00:30:59,509 --> 00:30:57,519
reading good books i love good music

667
00:31:05,029 --> 00:30:59,519
it's all playing the human game because

668
00:31:08,470 --> 00:31:06,630
but no no spiritual teacher can teach

669
00:31:09,909 --> 00:31:08,480
you anything they can help you

670
00:31:11,590 --> 00:31:09,919
nudge you

671
00:31:13,110 --> 00:31:11,600
unlock doors for you

672
00:31:14,470 --> 00:31:13,120
but they can't tell you ultimately but

673
00:31:15,990 --> 00:31:14,480
you know because eventually you will get

674
00:31:17,830 --> 00:31:16,000
to a place in your life

675
00:31:20,310 --> 00:31:17,840
you will always probably listen to music

676
00:31:22,549 --> 00:31:20,320
that's the universal language

677
00:31:24,789 --> 00:31:22,559
but you may not always want to read

678
00:31:25,990 --> 00:31:24,799
books

679
00:31:28,630 --> 00:31:26,000
you might want to read a book just

680
00:31:30,549 --> 00:31:28,640
because you want to relax on a hammock

681
00:31:32,549 --> 00:31:30,559
on a nice breezy day just read a cool

682
00:31:38,789 --> 00:31:32,559
book just kind of escape and let go and

683
00:31:43,509 --> 00:31:41,590
we think enlightenment is a future event

684
00:31:46,549 --> 00:31:43,519
we think heaven on earth is a future

685
00:31:51,590 --> 00:31:49,669
it's here it's you it's your incarnation

686
00:31:53,350 --> 00:31:51,600
you're the it there is nothing else if

687
00:31:54,310 --> 00:31:53,360
you're looking anywhere else toward

688
00:31:56,149 --> 00:31:54,320
anything

689
00:31:58,149 --> 00:31:56,159
you have missed the point and you will

690
00:32:00,470 --> 00:31:58,159
never get back on track if you fall back

691
00:32:03,110 --> 00:32:00,480
into center with yourself

692
00:32:05,830 --> 00:32:03,120
what all i want to see exactly

693
00:32:07,830 --> 00:32:05,840
that's why i people of the light who

694
00:32:10,870 --> 00:32:07,840
love you enough to say

695
00:32:12,870 --> 00:32:10,880
you may not like me during the situation

696
00:32:14,870 --> 00:32:12,880
a few years down the road you'll love me

697
00:32:17,669 --> 00:32:14,880
because i love you already to impart to

698
00:32:18,710 --> 00:32:17,679
you this power this knowledge of hanging

699
00:32:20,950 --> 00:32:18,720
around

700
00:32:23,430 --> 00:32:20,960
certain beings for example

701
00:32:25,909 --> 00:32:23,440
i'll talk about these books shortly

702
00:32:27,909 --> 00:32:25,919
that i have and still do in my life

703
00:32:31,110 --> 00:32:27,919
when i say beings i'm speaking of

704
00:32:32,470 --> 00:32:31,120
spiritual self realized god realizing

705
00:32:34,230 --> 00:32:32,480
i'm not talking about someone who's just

706
00:32:35,990 --> 00:32:34,240
really cool and pretty enlightened i'm

707
00:32:37,350 --> 00:32:36,000
talking about the absolution on the

708
00:32:39,509 --> 00:32:37,360
earth yes

709
00:32:41,350 --> 00:32:39,519
well when most people speak of love

710
00:32:42,870 --> 00:32:41,360
they're speaking out love

711
00:32:44,630 --> 00:32:42,880
conditional love

712
00:32:46,630 --> 00:32:44,640
and the love that you're speaking of is

713
00:32:49,110 --> 00:32:46,640
unconventional

714
00:32:50,149 --> 00:32:49,120
totally i have nothing to change

715
00:32:53,110 --> 00:32:50,159
because

716
00:32:54,710 --> 00:32:53,120
it's really about acceptance allowance

717
00:32:57,190 --> 00:32:54,720
and appreciation

718
00:33:03,190 --> 00:33:00,070
rehabilitation this is triple a trinity

719
00:33:05,029 --> 00:33:03,200
rehabilitation aaa acceptance allowance

720
00:33:07,190 --> 00:33:05,039
appreciation acceptance allowance

721
00:33:09,590 --> 00:33:07,200
appreciation i accept you exactly as you

722
00:33:12,149 --> 00:33:09,600
are i have no reason to change it

723
00:33:14,149 --> 00:33:12,159
i allow you i accept you i allow you and

724
00:33:16,710 --> 00:33:14,159
i in fact i go even beyond that this is

725
00:33:19,509 --> 00:33:16,720
the rehabilitation i appreciate you in

726
00:33:21,269 --> 00:33:19,519
all your folly

727
00:33:24,230 --> 00:33:21,279
because if i don't appreciate you even

728
00:33:26,950 --> 00:33:24,240
in your folly it becomes my folly i have

729
00:33:28,470 --> 00:33:26,960
left the center of the swimming pool

730
00:33:29,990 --> 00:33:28,480
and grabbed someone from the current now

731
00:33:31,750 --> 00:33:30,000
become part of the noise and i'm

732
00:33:33,830 --> 00:33:31,760
twirling and whirling about in this sea

733
00:33:35,990 --> 00:33:33,840
of unconsciousness that what happens in

734
00:33:39,029 --> 00:33:36,000
a whirlpool it all goes down

735
00:33:41,110 --> 00:33:39,039
and light spirals dumber

736
00:33:43,190 --> 00:33:41,120
that may be something to help with um

737
00:33:44,470 --> 00:33:43,200
the shadow too because all of the shadow

738
00:33:46,470 --> 00:33:44,480
is in time

739
00:33:49,110 --> 00:33:46,480
and there's no time yeah

740
00:33:51,750 --> 00:33:49,120
there's no time

741
00:33:53,350 --> 00:33:51,760
so if we take the time

742
00:33:55,430 --> 00:33:53,360
to get out of time

743
00:33:56,549 --> 00:33:55,440
and into no time that can be a riddle in

744
00:33:58,870 --> 00:33:56,559
and of itself

745
00:34:01,029 --> 00:33:58,880
but i think you understand taking your

746
00:34:03,430 --> 00:34:01,039
time taking your time because you're not

747
00:34:06,389 --> 00:34:03,440
in a hurry humanity's in such a move

748
00:34:08,869 --> 00:34:06,399
they want to move fast fast fast it's

749
00:34:11,589 --> 00:34:08,879
noise because they're trying to escape

750
00:34:13,829 --> 00:34:11,599
and i've realized why people drive like

751
00:34:15,190 --> 00:34:13,839
absolute maniacs at eight thirty eight

752
00:34:16,950 --> 00:34:15,200
o'clock in the morning and the same at

753
00:34:18,550 --> 00:34:16,960
five o'clock in the afternoon

754
00:34:19,510 --> 00:34:18,560
because they're doing something they

755
00:34:22,149 --> 00:34:19,520
don't love which we're going to talk

756
00:34:23,510 --> 00:34:22,159
about they hate it they hate their their

757
00:34:26,470 --> 00:34:23,520
miserable existence they're not living

758
00:34:30,550 --> 00:34:28,790
but i got to pay bills so they sleep in

759
00:34:32,470 --> 00:34:30,560
as late as possible

760
00:34:35,990 --> 00:34:32,480
only to get on the expressway and drive

761
00:34:37,349 --> 00:34:36,000
like a fool to some place they hate

762
00:34:39,430 --> 00:34:37,359
boy as soon as five o'clock and they

763
00:34:41,349 --> 00:34:39,440
punch that clock

764
00:34:44,149 --> 00:34:41,359
they sit back this way because they

765
00:34:49,430 --> 00:34:44,159
don't like their life

766
00:34:49,440 --> 00:34:51,990
what

767
00:34:56,629 --> 00:34:54,629
fantastic

768
00:34:58,630 --> 00:34:56,639
i'm going to talk about that here sure

769
00:35:00,470 --> 00:34:58,640
i'm going to lay out for you

770
00:35:03,750 --> 00:35:00,480
four

771
00:35:07,190 --> 00:35:04,950
tenets

772
00:35:09,190 --> 00:35:07,200
modes principles

773
00:35:12,069 --> 00:35:09,200
truths

774
00:35:14,230 --> 00:35:12,079
and these four are only one they're

775
00:35:15,270 --> 00:35:14,240
fragments of the one

776
00:35:20,069 --> 00:35:15,280
father

777
00:35:21,109 --> 00:35:20,079
god only one

778
00:35:23,270 --> 00:35:21,119
son

779
00:35:25,270 --> 00:35:23,280
duality something there's something else

780
00:35:26,150 --> 00:35:25,280
other than the one

781
00:35:28,550 --> 00:35:26,160
three

782
00:35:31,109 --> 00:35:28,560
would be the trinity the triple a

783
00:35:32,870 --> 00:35:31,119
rehabilitation

784
00:35:35,589 --> 00:35:32,880
that rectifies

785
00:35:37,829 --> 00:35:35,599
four would be the introduction of power

786
00:35:39,270 --> 00:35:37,839
so we have one two three now we brought

787
00:35:41,510 --> 00:35:39,280
the father or god back into the

788
00:35:43,510 --> 00:35:41,520
situation and it expands it begins to

789
00:35:45,750 --> 00:35:43,520
swell

790
00:35:50,550 --> 00:35:45,760
number one is passion

791
00:35:54,069 --> 00:35:52,870
i'm a personification passion

792
00:35:56,950 --> 00:35:54,079
everything i do

793
00:35:58,950 --> 00:35:56,960
there is no way it will not happen

794
00:36:01,750 --> 00:35:58,960
that's done i'm done with i'm going to

795
00:36:03,990 --> 00:36:01,760
try i'm going to try to be mr spiritual

796
00:36:05,589 --> 00:36:04,000
i'm done with that nonsense

797
00:36:08,310 --> 00:36:05,599
it is me

798
00:36:11,030 --> 00:36:08,320
and i've learned that passion

799
00:36:12,630 --> 00:36:11,040
is that yah it's that fire

800
00:36:14,950 --> 00:36:12,640
passion is

801
00:36:16,630 --> 00:36:14,960
the aggressive

802
00:36:18,470 --> 00:36:16,640
i'm a mechanic i'm going to get into

803
00:36:19,750 --> 00:36:18,480
this car and i'm going to fix this

804
00:36:21,510 --> 00:36:19,760
engine i got

805
00:36:23,030 --> 00:36:21,520
oil under my fingernails to prove and i

806
00:36:24,230 --> 00:36:23,040
roll up my sleeves and it's going to

807
00:36:27,109 --> 00:36:24,240
happen

808
00:36:30,470 --> 00:36:27,119
i'm going to fix it that is passion

809
00:36:32,470 --> 00:36:30,480
that's the fire that is the active

810
00:36:35,030 --> 00:36:32,480
number two

811
00:36:36,630 --> 00:36:35,040
is sincerity

812
00:36:43,030 --> 00:36:36,640
passion is

813
00:36:48,790 --> 00:36:45,990
i'm serious about this

814
00:36:50,630 --> 00:36:48,800
it means something beautiful to me

815
00:36:51,670 --> 00:36:50,640
it's like being created by your divine

816
00:36:55,349 --> 00:36:51,680
mother

817
00:36:57,030 --> 00:36:55,359
in a bosom suckling on the divine teat

818
00:37:00,470 --> 00:36:57,040
for the milk

819
00:37:02,870 --> 00:37:00,480
support i'm serious about this i mean it

820
00:37:04,870 --> 00:37:02,880
so you have the fire which is passion

821
00:37:06,310 --> 00:37:04,880
the backbone whatever it takes to make

822
00:37:08,790 --> 00:37:06,320
it happen

823
00:37:10,710 --> 00:37:08,800
sincerity would be i mean it which

824
00:37:11,660 --> 00:37:10,720
provides the clarity and the way to do

825
00:37:14,390 --> 00:37:11,670
that

826
00:37:16,370 --> 00:37:14,400
[Music]

827
00:37:20,310 --> 00:37:16,380
i'm laying down in my hands

828
00:37:22,470 --> 00:37:20,320
[Music]

829
00:37:25,349 --> 00:37:22,480
sincerity would be the passive

830
00:37:28,069 --> 00:37:25,359
the soft spot your divine mother the

831
00:37:30,950 --> 00:37:28,079
birth of a brand new sister

832
00:37:35,349 --> 00:37:30,960
it's pink kind of idea

833
00:37:37,670 --> 00:37:35,359
soft fuzzy warm nurturing supporting

834
00:37:38,870 --> 00:37:37,680
your grandmother

835
00:37:40,870 --> 00:37:38,880
when you were a kid remember your

836
00:37:43,990 --> 00:37:40,880
grandmother you remember her smell

837
00:37:45,750 --> 00:37:44,000
that kind of image humility

838
00:37:48,069 --> 00:37:45,760
is being of service one of the greatest

839
00:37:50,470 --> 00:37:48,079
ways you can raise your vibration to be

840
00:37:52,550 --> 00:37:50,480
a part of the new world suddenly through

841
00:37:54,230 --> 00:37:52,560
the silence because all this noise

842
00:37:56,150 --> 00:37:54,240
suddenly through the silence the new

843
00:37:57,829 --> 00:37:56,160
world will appear

844
00:37:59,589 --> 00:37:57,839
one of the ways you can raise your

845
00:38:02,950 --> 00:37:59,599
vibration

846
00:38:04,470 --> 00:38:02,960
to guarantee a part of that new world

847
00:38:06,790 --> 00:38:04,480
it's not like there's going to be an old

848
00:38:08,870 --> 00:38:06,800
world and everybody who doesn't do what

849
00:38:10,310 --> 00:38:08,880
i'm trying to do is going to be lost and

850
00:38:12,470 --> 00:38:10,320
me in this flock there are many

851
00:38:14,310 --> 00:38:12,480
dimensions and realities playing itself

852
00:38:16,710 --> 00:38:14,320
out but if you want to be a part of the

853
00:38:19,270 --> 00:38:16,720
new world meaning a world at least for

854
00:38:20,950 --> 00:38:19,280
you that is one of absolute ongoing

855
00:38:22,630 --> 00:38:20,960
bliss and joy where everyone is getting

856
00:38:24,069 --> 00:38:22,640
along and everyone is shared and shared

857
00:38:27,030 --> 00:38:24,079
equally

858
00:38:31,829 --> 00:38:29,589
being of service to everyone

859
00:38:32,710 --> 00:38:31,839
you can not as much as you can but all

860
00:38:35,750 --> 00:38:32,720
the time

861
00:38:36,710 --> 00:38:35,760
you might have yeah yes you got

862
00:38:38,230 --> 00:38:36,720
something to prove you're trying to

863
00:38:39,430 --> 00:38:38,240
prove it to yourself look people on

864
00:38:41,109 --> 00:38:39,440
their eyes say good morning ma'am how

865
00:38:42,870 --> 00:38:41,119
are you can open the door for me

866
00:38:44,790 --> 00:38:42,880
whatever they say to you is not your

867
00:38:47,270 --> 00:38:44,800
business your business is to be an

868
00:38:49,589 --> 00:38:47,280
anchor of service humility buddhist

869
00:38:51,349 --> 00:38:49,599
monks lived their whole life like this

870
00:38:53,510 --> 00:38:51,359
whole life because they understand

871
00:38:55,270 --> 00:38:53,520
they're connect in so doing

872
00:38:57,349 --> 00:38:55,280
they're connected they're connected

873
00:38:59,349 --> 00:38:57,359
consciously

874
00:39:01,510 --> 00:38:59,359
and so being of service they are being

875
00:39:04,710 --> 00:39:01,520
serviced themselves

876
00:39:06,390 --> 00:39:04,720
passion sincerity humility

877
00:39:09,109 --> 00:39:06,400
and lastly

878
00:39:13,000 --> 00:39:09,119
equally as powerful and as important

879
00:39:16,950 --> 00:39:15,270
[Music]

880
00:39:19,109 --> 00:39:16,960
peeling that open

881
00:39:20,950 --> 00:39:19,119
and making yourself vulnerable

882
00:39:22,550 --> 00:39:20,960
taking your clothes off

883
00:39:24,230 --> 00:39:22,560
literally

884
00:39:26,870 --> 00:39:24,240
or figuratively

885
00:39:28,310 --> 00:39:26,880
because it's all actually all literal

886
00:39:29,430 --> 00:39:28,320
ask yourself do you well of course i'm

887
00:39:33,030 --> 00:39:29,440
not going to just go in the room and

888
00:39:36,950 --> 00:39:35,430
but i do recognize and not doing that

889
00:39:38,150 --> 00:39:36,960
somehow somewhere inside of me i do have

890
00:39:39,670 --> 00:39:38,160
an issue with that

891
00:39:40,870 --> 00:39:39,680
well keith it's because it's respectful

892
00:39:43,270 --> 00:39:40,880
i get all that

893
00:39:45,030 --> 00:39:43,280
point is analogously it does lay itself

894
00:39:47,910 --> 00:39:45,040
out

895
00:39:52,150 --> 00:39:47,920
there's a part of us

896
00:40:00,069 --> 00:39:55,030
all the work you've done

897
00:40:01,190 --> 00:40:00,079
passion sincerity humility is for not

898
00:40:02,630 --> 00:40:01,200
if you don't open the gate for that

899
00:40:04,309 --> 00:40:02,640
light to come out

900
00:40:05,750 --> 00:40:04,319
okay so i'm passionate i'm trying to

901
00:40:07,990 --> 00:40:05,760
create something i'm trying to do this

902
00:40:10,870 --> 00:40:08,000
thing that brings me joy and i mean it

903
00:40:12,870 --> 00:40:10,880
i'm so sincere about it i just want this

904
00:40:15,270 --> 00:40:12,880
because it's me

905
00:40:17,109 --> 00:40:15,280
and i'm humbled to be of service and all

906
00:40:18,710 --> 00:40:17,119
these things and creates a bridge to

907
00:40:21,030 --> 00:40:18,720
that thing i'm wanting

908
00:40:23,190 --> 00:40:21,040
but if you don't ever open up the spigot

909
00:40:25,829 --> 00:40:23,200
the water is not going to flow

910
00:40:27,910 --> 00:40:25,839
you have to let this light of yours

911
00:40:29,829 --> 00:40:27,920
shine this little light of yours you

912
00:40:31,990 --> 00:40:29,839
have to open it up

913
00:40:35,270 --> 00:40:32,000
you have to be seen

914
00:40:36,790 --> 00:40:35,280
many people are scared to be seen

915
00:40:38,790 --> 00:40:36,800
i've seen in people's eyes people's

916
00:40:40,150 --> 00:40:38,800
faces how they dress what they say what

917
00:40:43,430 --> 00:40:40,160
they don't say more importantly what

918
00:40:45,670 --> 00:40:43,440
they don't say there is another language

919
00:40:47,430 --> 00:40:45,680
happening beyond what's being spoken

920
00:40:49,190 --> 00:40:47,440
and if you learn to hear this language

921
00:40:51,829 --> 00:40:49,200
of light

922
00:40:55,349 --> 00:40:51,839
there is more information being passed

923
00:40:58,630 --> 00:40:57,030
and then you will see people's level of

924
00:41:00,470 --> 00:40:58,640
vulnerability

925
00:41:01,829 --> 00:41:00,480
or not

926
00:41:03,910 --> 00:41:01,839
so

927
00:41:07,670 --> 00:41:03,920
if we look at the analogy

928
00:41:12,150 --> 00:41:07,680
let's let's use these four models as the

929
00:41:15,510 --> 00:41:13,510
what is heaven on earth people think

930
00:41:17,829 --> 00:41:15,520
it's a future event it's not

931
00:41:20,550 --> 00:41:17,839
it's a manifestation of your divine self

932
00:41:22,710 --> 00:41:20,560
in every moment

933
00:41:25,670 --> 00:41:22,720
so we look at the life of christ

934
00:41:27,190 --> 00:41:25,680
and then we see him in this image

935
00:41:29,190 --> 00:41:27,200
right

936
00:41:31,589 --> 00:41:29,200
what is the first one of the four that

937
00:41:33,030 --> 00:41:31,599
we just talked about passion

938
00:41:35,910 --> 00:41:33,040
what is

939
00:41:36,790 --> 00:41:35,920
the crucifixion the death of one's old

940
00:41:38,710 --> 00:41:36,800
self

941
00:41:41,589 --> 00:41:38,720
to become resurrected what is that

942
00:41:43,589 --> 00:41:41,599
called the passion of the christ this is

943
00:41:45,510 --> 00:41:43,599
coming to me in this moment

944
00:41:47,190 --> 00:41:45,520
i have no idea where it says god it's

945
00:41:50,230 --> 00:41:47,200
called the passion of the christ so

946
00:41:52,069 --> 00:41:50,240
likewise we have to become passionate

947
00:41:53,990 --> 00:41:52,079
he was sincere man

948
00:42:02,230 --> 00:41:54,000
i'm going to do this

949
00:42:02,240 --> 00:42:05,270
his humility

950
00:42:11,030 --> 00:42:06,790
to be of service

951
00:42:12,390 --> 00:42:11,040
to all of humanity past present future

952
00:42:16,069 --> 00:42:12,400
bowing down

953
00:42:18,069 --> 00:42:16,079
you lift ironically

954
00:42:21,589 --> 00:42:18,079
when you bow

955
00:42:23,750 --> 00:42:21,599
the lower you are the higher you are

956
00:42:25,349 --> 00:42:23,760
that would be

957
00:42:27,670 --> 00:42:25,359
humility

958
00:42:29,829 --> 00:42:27,680
vulnerability

959
00:42:31,829 --> 00:42:29,839
he made himself

960
00:42:34,069 --> 00:42:31,839
naked literally

961
00:42:36,390 --> 00:42:34,079
metaphorically as well he made himself

962
00:42:39,589 --> 00:42:36,400
vulnerable by exposing

963
00:42:46,309 --> 00:42:39,599
his core his light

964
00:42:49,589 --> 00:42:47,750
heaven

965
00:42:51,190 --> 00:42:49,599
comes down

966
00:42:52,950 --> 00:42:51,200
earth goes across

967
00:42:54,069 --> 00:42:52,960
heaven on earth

968
00:42:56,069 --> 00:42:54,079
so he was

969
00:42:59,109 --> 00:42:56,079
mailed to this cross

970
00:43:01,829 --> 00:42:59,119
upon this cross by these two planes of

971
00:43:04,470 --> 00:43:01,839
experience these two planes of existence

972
00:43:06,550 --> 00:43:04,480
and he exposes himself

973
00:43:12,350 --> 00:43:06,560
but notice where these two planes on

974
00:43:12,360 --> 00:43:19,589
[Music]

975
00:43:24,230 --> 00:43:21,910
yeah right exactly which brings us

976
00:43:27,030 --> 00:43:24,240
ultimately back to wholeness beyond the

977
00:43:28,069 --> 00:43:27,040
duality left right and out hot cold good

978
00:43:30,630 --> 00:43:28,079
bad

979
00:43:32,069 --> 00:43:30,640
so um i'm going to move into

980
00:43:39,109 --> 00:43:32,079
[Music]

981
00:43:39,119 --> 00:43:41,910
was birthed

982
00:43:41,920 --> 00:43:44,870
for those

983
00:43:48,790 --> 00:43:46,630
the divine principle anchoring heaven on

984
00:43:50,390 --> 00:43:48,800
earth

985
00:43:51,589 --> 00:43:50,400
prior

986
00:43:55,750 --> 00:43:51,599
let's say

987
00:43:59,910 --> 00:43:57,910
98

988
00:44:02,069 --> 00:43:59,920
i was with the girl for 10 years before

989
00:44:05,990 --> 00:44:02,079
19.

990
00:44:09,990 --> 00:44:07,270
sheila

991
00:44:13,030 --> 00:44:10,000
i'm an aspiring sorry i wanted to be an

992
00:44:14,790 --> 00:44:13,040
aspiring professional musician

993
00:44:16,630 --> 00:44:14,800
i learned my craft started to play in

994
00:44:18,069 --> 00:44:16,640
some really good bands wanted that

995
00:44:19,910 --> 00:44:18,079
record deal

996
00:44:25,030 --> 00:44:19,920
and i leaned on her pretty hard but she

997
00:44:27,670 --> 00:44:25,040
fell in love if you will with a rock guy

998
00:44:30,390 --> 00:44:27,680
she was my food transportation shelter

999
00:44:32,150 --> 00:44:30,400
my intimacy all these things through the

1000
00:44:33,430 --> 00:44:32,160
fighting of many years she said see you

1001
00:44:35,750 --> 00:44:33,440
later

1002
00:44:38,069 --> 00:44:35,760
i had nothing

1003
00:44:39,349 --> 00:44:38,079
nothing she was all that to me and so it

1004
00:44:42,390 --> 00:44:39,359
all went away

1005
00:44:45,510 --> 00:44:42,400
and i fell into a dark night of the soul

1006
00:44:48,550 --> 00:44:46,710
finally

1007
00:44:49,670 --> 00:44:48,560
over many years early in my life i was

1008
00:44:51,510 --> 00:44:49,680
going to be a catholic priest and i was

1009
00:44:53,109 --> 00:44:51,520
very serious about it i still have that

1010
00:44:55,030 --> 00:44:53,119
sort of image now as far as the black

1011
00:44:59,750 --> 00:44:55,040
and all that stuff but i want to be a

1012
00:45:03,190 --> 00:45:01,829
my dad gives me electric guitar

1013
00:45:05,190 --> 00:45:03,200
because sorry god

1014
00:45:06,630 --> 00:45:05,200
put him in the closet

1015
00:45:08,790 --> 00:45:06,640
and i lived the lifestyle and then i met

1016
00:45:10,870 --> 00:45:08,800
her

1017
00:45:12,550 --> 00:45:10,880
and when she left i went back to the

1018
00:45:14,870 --> 00:45:12,560
closet

1019
00:45:17,670 --> 00:45:14,880
blew the dust off

1020
00:45:21,030 --> 00:45:17,680
pulled out the god experience

1021
00:45:24,309 --> 00:45:22,870
many people say i need to hear your

1022
00:45:26,230 --> 00:45:24,319
voice

1023
00:45:27,910 --> 00:45:26,240
it doesn't happen

1024
00:45:29,910 --> 00:45:27,920
somehow

1025
00:45:31,109 --> 00:45:29,920
i've been a good little boy along the

1026
00:45:32,950 --> 00:45:31,119
way of my life

1027
00:45:34,870 --> 00:45:32,960
that i found that very passionate

1028
00:45:37,670 --> 00:45:34,880
sincerity humility and vulnerability in

1029
00:45:39,589 --> 00:45:37,680
my asking and i asked for three to four

1030
00:45:41,589 --> 00:45:39,599
weeks

1031
00:45:43,109 --> 00:45:41,599
i named you

1032
00:45:45,829 --> 00:45:43,119
i was serious about it

1033
00:45:48,950 --> 00:45:45,839
i need you i really meant it

1034
00:45:50,470 --> 00:45:48,960
all those four those four components

1035
00:45:54,470 --> 00:45:50,480
three weeks later i'm playing music at a

1036
00:45:56,950 --> 00:45:54,480
casino long sets seven of them

1037
00:45:58,550 --> 00:45:56,960
40 50 minutes away i'll come back home

1038
00:45:59,829 --> 00:45:58,560
god i'm just

1039
00:46:01,270 --> 00:45:59,839
i don't care what happens i just want to

1040
00:46:03,270 --> 00:46:01,280
go to sleep

1041
00:46:04,550 --> 00:46:03,280
and about six ish in the morning and

1042
00:46:05,910 --> 00:46:04,560
good morning keith or something you wake

1043
00:46:07,510 --> 00:46:05,920
up

1044
00:46:09,990 --> 00:46:07,520
nobody's in my house

1045
00:46:13,510 --> 00:46:10,000
nobody is in my house

1046
00:46:19,510 --> 00:46:16,550
keith i asked you to awake

1047
00:46:20,550 --> 00:46:19,520
and then i was laid violently

1048
00:46:22,470 --> 00:46:20,560
lovingly

1049
00:46:23,750 --> 00:46:22,480
on the bed and thrown into a full-blown

1050
00:46:25,910 --> 00:46:23,760
experience with god

1051
00:46:28,150 --> 00:46:25,920
this book is sort of set up

1052
00:46:30,390 --> 00:46:28,160
set up like near down on walsh

1053
00:46:31,349 --> 00:46:30,400
conversations with god this book was

1054
00:46:33,109 --> 00:46:31,359
half

1055
00:46:35,589 --> 00:46:33,119
six months into the writing before neil

1056
00:46:37,190 --> 00:46:35,599
donald walsh ever came onto the scene so

1057
00:46:40,069 --> 00:46:37,200
it was not plagiarized at all

1058
00:46:43,670 --> 00:46:40,079
copyrighted or anything like that

1059
00:46:46,870 --> 00:46:43,680
yes question and dialogue with spirit

1060
00:46:48,950 --> 00:46:46,880
so when i was laid on the bed

1061
00:46:50,870 --> 00:46:48,960
everything it was well when i was thrown

1062
00:46:52,390 --> 00:46:50,880
laid on the bed i was thrown into a

1063
00:46:54,550 --> 00:46:52,400
divine experience

1064
00:46:56,470 --> 00:46:54,560
i could smell the voice i could hear the

1065
00:46:58,309 --> 00:46:56,480
voice i could taste the voice i could

1066
00:47:01,109 --> 00:46:58,319
see the voice i could feel the voice it

1067
00:47:03,990 --> 00:47:01,119
was just permeating everything i knew

1068
00:47:05,910 --> 00:47:04,000
until that moment was me

1069
00:47:07,990 --> 00:47:05,920
and it said grab your tape recorder go

1070
00:47:10,390 --> 00:47:08,000
sit on the sofa and press records

1071
00:47:12,309 --> 00:47:10,400
whatever i'm going to talk about this is

1072
00:47:14,790 --> 00:47:12,319
trust me the thoughts will be there

1073
00:47:16,230 --> 00:47:14,800
when i received this whole thought it

1074
00:47:18,069 --> 00:47:16,240
wasn't lenient thought thought after

1075
00:47:19,750 --> 00:47:18,079
thought after thought listen listen

1076
00:47:20,950 --> 00:47:19,760
follow the instructions it was an

1077
00:47:22,150 --> 00:47:20,960
impregnation

1078
00:47:24,150 --> 00:47:22,160
an impression

1079
00:47:25,670 --> 00:47:24,160
and all of it was contained in this

1080
00:47:27,750 --> 00:47:25,680
beautiful

1081
00:47:29,109 --> 00:47:27,760
bubble if you will

1082
00:47:31,510 --> 00:47:29,119
even this moment is contained in that

1083
00:47:33,430 --> 00:47:31,520
bubble for me

1084
00:47:35,109 --> 00:47:33,440
over a period of dialoguing with the

1085
00:47:37,670 --> 00:47:35,119
voice voice said enough of the

1086
00:47:38,950 --> 00:47:37,680
meditation trying to hear me if you will

1087
00:47:40,710 --> 00:47:38,960
go live these principles because the

1088
00:47:43,109 --> 00:47:40,720
book will be unbalanced if you don't put

1089
00:47:44,710 --> 00:47:43,119
into motion and anchor these principles

1090
00:47:46,549 --> 00:47:44,720
because then you will be reciting

1091
00:47:47,589 --> 00:47:46,559
information just like a parrot

1092
00:47:50,309 --> 00:47:47,599
one more

1093
00:47:52,150 --> 00:47:50,319
these these principles hence the divine

1094
00:47:55,510 --> 00:47:52,160
principle anchoring heaven on earth

1095
00:47:58,240 --> 00:47:55,520
becoming the embodiment of this truth

1096
00:48:00,150 --> 00:47:58,250
became alive in me

1097
00:48:04,069 --> 00:48:00,160
[Music]

1098
00:48:10,230 --> 00:48:07,589
i began to follow a divine incarnation

1099
00:48:12,710 --> 00:48:10,240
which is tattooed on my arm

1100
00:48:14,470 --> 00:48:12,720
i have more work to do

1101
00:48:15,829 --> 00:48:14,480
i learned of this the presence of this

1102
00:48:18,470 --> 00:48:15,839
holy name

1103
00:48:22,309 --> 00:48:18,480
bhagavan sri sathya sai baba

1104
00:48:26,309 --> 00:48:22,319
satya is truth psy is mother

1105
00:48:27,990 --> 00:48:26,319
baba like abba and the bible is father

1106
00:48:32,790 --> 00:48:28,000
that this man

1107
00:48:39,190 --> 00:48:35,190
is the highest

1108
00:48:43,750 --> 00:48:41,670
to ever come to the earth ever what i

1109
00:48:46,829 --> 00:48:43,760
mean by highest doesn't mean jesus is

1110
00:48:49,750 --> 00:48:46,839
not as high doesn't mean that highest

1111
00:48:52,470 --> 00:48:49,760
means it's the godhead literally

1112
00:48:53,990 --> 00:48:52,480
personifying itself on the earth jesus

1113
00:48:56,069 --> 00:48:54,000
was a man who over the course of his

1114
00:48:58,630 --> 00:48:56,079
life became unified with god hence the

1115
00:49:01,589 --> 00:48:58,640
holy spirit uh the holy spirit dove

1116
00:49:03,910 --> 00:49:01,599
descended into him baptism para mahanti

1117
00:49:05,750 --> 00:49:03,920
yogananda you and i are yogis just like

1118
00:49:07,190 --> 00:49:05,760
jesus and buddha we aspire through the

1119
00:49:08,309 --> 00:49:07,200
course of our life

1120
00:49:09,510 --> 00:49:08,319
to become

1121
00:49:11,190 --> 00:49:09,520
a yogi

1122
00:49:13,910 --> 00:49:11,200
to become realized

1123
00:49:15,510 --> 00:49:13,920
that's not what southeast cyborg is

1124
00:49:17,349 --> 00:49:15,520
i found out about his presence on the

1125
00:49:19,589 --> 00:49:17,359
earth i started reading every book i

1126
00:49:21,510 --> 00:49:19,599
could find not because he writes books

1127
00:49:23,750 --> 00:49:21,520
people go over there to experience the

1128
00:49:26,549 --> 00:49:23,760
noise the height they're hearing

1129
00:49:28,390 --> 00:49:26,559
some scientists some doctors to disprove

1130
00:49:30,870 --> 00:49:28,400
and these are the people coming

1131
00:49:32,630 --> 00:49:30,880
coming back writing these books going

1132
00:49:34,390 --> 00:49:32,640
i don't know what that was

1133
00:49:37,750 --> 00:49:34,400
so i started reading these books he

1134
00:49:37,760 --> 00:49:53,510
one night after about a year

1135
00:50:01,030 --> 00:49:54,470
title

1136
00:50:05,910 --> 00:50:03,990
becomes a state of awareness in my sleep

1137
00:50:07,190 --> 00:50:05,920
any standing

1138
00:50:08,390 --> 00:50:07,200
across the river

1139
00:50:09,990 --> 00:50:08,400
quite a distance and maybe hit it in

1140
00:50:11,270 --> 00:50:10,000
front of the building

1141
00:50:13,990 --> 00:50:11,280
across the river he's talking to me

1142
00:50:15,190 --> 00:50:14,000
telepathically i can hear him perfectly

1143
00:50:16,549 --> 00:50:15,200
and he says

1144
00:50:20,069 --> 00:50:16,559
the first thing when i see him i'm like

1145
00:50:21,270 --> 00:50:20,079
this and like you may just keep standing

1146
00:50:23,430 --> 00:50:21,280
he says

1147
00:50:25,270 --> 00:50:23,440
come see me an indian i'm like oh my god

1148
00:50:26,710 --> 00:50:25,280
i would love to

1149
00:50:27,990 --> 00:50:26,720
but i've never done such a thing how

1150
00:50:29,589 --> 00:50:28,000
will i do this

1151
00:50:31,510 --> 00:50:29,599
where will i get the money i've never

1152
00:50:33,829 --> 00:50:31,520
left the country because keith put all

1153
00:50:35,430 --> 00:50:33,839
this nonsense down i got you covered you

1154
00:50:37,589 --> 00:50:35,440
come here to put your feet on indian

1155
00:50:39,270 --> 00:50:37,599
soil only to turn around and go home do

1156
00:50:41,190 --> 00:50:39,280
this for me

1157
00:50:42,630 --> 00:50:41,200
absolutely i woke up in the morning

1158
00:50:45,030 --> 00:50:42,640
going

1159
00:50:47,030 --> 00:50:45,040
that was so surreal and out of all the

1160
00:50:48,710 --> 00:50:47,040
books i've read

1161
00:50:50,470 --> 00:50:48,720
that when he appears to you in a dream

1162
00:50:52,630 --> 00:50:50,480
you're not dreaming that's why no one

1163
00:50:54,790 --> 00:50:52,640
can just dream of jesus or buddha you

1164
00:50:55,750 --> 00:50:54,800
just can't do it unless you're being

1165
00:50:57,270 --> 00:50:55,760
visited

1166
00:50:59,349 --> 00:50:57,280
blessings of a holy person called

1167
00:51:01,349 --> 00:50:59,359
darshan

1168
00:51:02,549 --> 00:51:01,359
so woke up in morning going how will it

1169
00:51:03,910 --> 00:51:02,559
do this where would i get the menace of

1170
00:51:06,069 --> 00:51:03,920
keith keith stop

1171
00:51:07,430 --> 00:51:06,079
if you believe all the things you read

1172
00:51:09,349 --> 00:51:07,440
put it aside

1173
00:51:11,910 --> 00:51:09,359
wrong

1174
00:51:13,349 --> 00:51:11,920
i think it might become the inky

1175
00:51:14,790 --> 00:51:13,359
two weeks later i get a phone call from

1176
00:51:19,270 --> 00:51:14,800
a lady i never met

1177
00:51:21,270 --> 00:51:19,280
hi keith my name is debbie jabor hi

1178
00:51:22,790 --> 00:51:21,280
debbie what can i do for you keith we

1179
00:51:24,150 --> 00:51:22,800
have a mutual friend the word got to me

1180
00:51:26,870 --> 00:51:24,160
you want to go to india to see a holy

1181
00:51:28,870 --> 00:51:26,880
man i said yes ma'am she says keith i'm

1182
00:51:30,630 --> 00:51:28,880
a flight attendant

1183
00:51:32,950 --> 00:51:30,640
i got some companion passes for the year

1184
00:51:35,109 --> 00:51:32,960
that are about to expire and i would not

1185
00:51:36,950 --> 00:51:35,119
like that to happen knowing you want to

1186
00:51:38,630 --> 00:51:36,960
go to india to experience this whole

1187
00:51:39,910 --> 00:51:38,640
again

1188
00:51:42,870 --> 00:51:39,920
can i give you a first class roundtrip

1189
00:51:44,069 --> 00:51:42,880
ticket for that to happen no i literally

1190
00:51:46,230 --> 00:51:44,079
fell

1191
00:51:48,829 --> 00:51:46,240
and hurt my knees because i just dropped

1192
00:51:52,549 --> 00:51:48,839
and started balling just bawling for an

1193
00:51:54,549 --> 00:51:52,559
hour three months later

1194
00:51:56,470 --> 00:51:54,559
i'm standing on this ashram

1195
00:51:58,630 --> 00:51:56,480
in the back because i got there late

1196
00:52:00,810 --> 00:51:58,640
only to find this five foot one little

1197
00:52:02,150 --> 00:52:00,820
man come out of the gate on the west

1198
00:52:04,390 --> 00:52:02,160
[Music]

1199
00:52:06,390 --> 00:52:04,400
i had it literally a dream

1200
00:52:09,190 --> 00:52:06,400
is that a dream i had a dream realize

1201
00:52:12,470 --> 00:52:09,200
itself and i'm saying

1202
00:52:15,190 --> 00:52:12,480
oh my god is this really happening

1203
00:52:17,670 --> 00:52:15,200
this was

1204
00:52:20,790 --> 00:52:17,680
the integration of spirit excuse me the

1205
00:52:23,670 --> 00:52:20,800
initiation of spirit in my life

1206
00:52:24,549 --> 00:52:23,680
the initiation keith i am making myself

1207
00:52:26,309 --> 00:52:24,559
known

1208
00:52:28,230 --> 00:52:26,319
not just because you pray to me and

1209
00:52:29,910 --> 00:52:28,240
here's a couple of bones here and there

1210
00:52:31,030 --> 00:52:29,920
you know here's some scraps do what you

1211
00:52:35,430 --> 00:52:31,040
can with that

1212
00:52:37,349 --> 00:52:35,440
no this was truly divine fire

1213
00:52:39,430 --> 00:52:37,359
this

1214
00:52:41,030 --> 00:52:39,440
was actually the integration phase of my

1215
00:52:44,549 --> 00:52:41,040
life of spirit

1216
00:52:47,750 --> 00:52:44,559
being a this was hearing

1217
00:52:49,589 --> 00:52:47,760
this is hearing this is hearing

1218
00:52:51,510 --> 00:52:49,599
this is all hearing it's a way of seeing

1219
00:52:54,150 --> 00:52:51,520
a way of taking in information

1220
00:52:57,270 --> 00:52:54,160
this was actually being in the presence

1221
00:52:58,470 --> 00:52:57,280
of a divine man god itself being able to

1222
00:53:00,470 --> 00:52:58,480
touch him haven't talked to me

1223
00:53:02,710 --> 00:53:00,480
telepathically doing things in front of

1224
00:53:04,549 --> 00:53:02,720
me manifesting objects at will changing

1225
00:53:07,030 --> 00:53:04,559
the weather right in front of you

1226
00:53:07,750 --> 00:53:07,040
this was the integration period for me

1227
00:53:11,490 --> 00:53:07,760
for

1228
00:53:16,549 --> 00:53:11,500
playing with spirit

1229
00:53:25,510 --> 00:53:18,790
this

1230
00:53:29,430 --> 00:53:25,520
now

1231
00:53:30,710 --> 00:53:29,440
you could buy this book in this book

1232
00:53:32,309 --> 00:53:30,720
or not

1233
00:53:34,150 --> 00:53:32,319
but if you bought the ideas if you

1234
00:53:36,390 --> 00:53:34,160
bought these books and read them would

1235
00:53:37,910 --> 00:53:36,400
you get the same effect

1236
00:53:40,549 --> 00:53:37,920
sure

1237
00:53:43,510 --> 00:53:40,559
but if you buy this book

1238
00:53:46,790 --> 00:53:43,520
it shows something else because

1239
00:53:50,390 --> 00:53:46,800
this is not just about the words

1240
00:53:52,790 --> 00:53:50,400
this is about generating an effect

1241
00:53:54,950 --> 00:53:52,800
so in effect the reason i wrote this

1242
00:53:56,870 --> 00:53:54,960
book this way which is

1243
00:53:59,510 --> 00:53:56,880
the first part of this book

1244
00:54:01,190 --> 00:53:59,520
there's another volume coming of this

1245
00:54:02,230 --> 00:54:01,200
first part of this book is a few

1246
00:54:04,470 --> 00:54:02,240
chapters

1247
00:54:06,150 --> 00:54:04,480
when i went to india the stopping period

1248
00:54:08,470 --> 00:54:06,160
of writing this book

1249
00:54:11,589 --> 00:54:08,480
when i went to india is where i inserted

1250
00:54:13,109 --> 00:54:11,599
india in here now when i went to from

1251
00:54:15,030 --> 00:54:13,119
the divine principle

1252
00:54:16,710 --> 00:54:15,040
it's present

1253
00:54:18,390 --> 00:54:16,720
because i'm just asking god questions i

1254
00:54:19,990 --> 00:54:18,400
don't say like well you remember last

1255
00:54:20,710 --> 00:54:20,000
week when you and i it's all about just

1256
00:54:21,990 --> 00:54:20,720
a dialogue

1257
00:54:24,870 --> 00:54:22,000
[Music]

1258
00:54:27,349 --> 00:54:24,880
this book i decided to write in present

1259
00:54:29,430 --> 00:54:27,359
tense not when when i went to the ashram

1260
00:54:32,150 --> 00:54:29,440
two years ago to my readers i

1261
00:54:33,589 --> 00:54:32,160
experienced past tense this thing this

1262
00:54:35,589 --> 00:54:33,599
thing that thing

1263
00:54:36,549 --> 00:54:35,599
i spoke it in i wrote it in present

1264
00:54:38,630 --> 00:54:36,559
tense

1265
00:54:40,950 --> 00:54:38,640
oh my god this is actually transplanting

1266
00:54:44,549 --> 00:54:40,960
right in front of my face so you can see

1267
00:54:49,349 --> 00:54:44,559
the power of this emotional

1268
00:54:55,430 --> 00:54:51,829
that this was actually happening

1269
00:54:57,510 --> 00:54:55,440
so you can feel the same bang

1270
00:54:59,349 --> 00:54:57,520
that i went through

1271
00:55:01,910 --> 00:54:59,359
some of these experiences i've had when

1272
00:55:04,069 --> 00:55:01,920
i was in india are beyond understanding

1273
00:55:06,710 --> 00:55:04,079
truly beyond understanding there's no

1274
00:55:08,710 --> 00:55:06,720
way i can find words to express to you

1275
00:55:09,829 --> 00:55:08,720
some of these things that took place in

1276
00:55:11,910 --> 00:55:09,839
most people immediately think i'm

1277
00:55:14,069 --> 00:55:11,920
talking about here out here i am talking

1278
00:55:15,750 --> 00:55:14,079
about out here but what was happening in

1279
00:55:17,670 --> 00:55:15,760
here was something far greater than out

1280
00:55:19,750 --> 00:55:17,680
there for example

1281
00:55:22,950 --> 00:55:19,760
when this divine man would walk into the

1282
00:55:28,710 --> 00:55:26,549
35 plus thousand on a normal day wow 250

1283
00:55:30,309 --> 00:55:28,720
000 on a festival day

1284
00:55:34,069 --> 00:55:30,319
it looks like a college basically the

1285
00:55:37,270 --> 00:55:35,190
so they are there from all over the

1286
00:55:38,870 --> 00:55:37,280
world christians buddhists

1287
00:55:39,829 --> 00:55:38,880
zoriastar

1288
00:55:41,349 --> 00:55:39,839
hindi

1289
00:55:42,630 --> 00:55:41,359
muslims

1290
00:55:44,870 --> 00:55:42,640
everybody dressing their religion in

1291
00:55:47,109 --> 00:55:44,880
their garb and just loving each other

1292
00:55:50,710 --> 00:55:47,119
that was the greatest miracle beyond

1293
00:55:53,910 --> 00:55:52,630
so when he would walk out because many

1294
00:55:54,789 --> 00:55:53,920
people flow from halfway around the

1295
00:55:57,670 --> 00:55:54,799
world

1296
00:56:00,150 --> 00:55:57,680
even from asia even from south america

1297
00:56:01,990 --> 00:56:00,160
australia to being in the presence when

1298
00:56:03,190 --> 00:56:02,000
he walks out you don't seem to talk to

1299
00:56:04,390 --> 00:56:03,200
your friend well check out what he's

1300
00:56:06,230 --> 00:56:04,400
wearing

1301
00:56:10,630 --> 00:56:06,240
you just focus on the avatar and

1302
00:56:13,829 --> 00:56:12,309
when he starts turning that hand he's

1303
00:56:15,829 --> 00:56:13,839
about to materialize something out of

1304
00:56:17,910 --> 00:56:15,839
nothing right in front of

1305
00:56:21,510 --> 00:56:17,920
when he starts turning his hand

1306
00:56:24,950 --> 00:56:23,190
shoots through the roof the excitement

1307
00:56:26,470 --> 00:56:24,960
oh my god he's about to create so notice

1308
00:56:27,910 --> 00:56:26,480
the posture i'm doing now it's like

1309
00:56:29,349 --> 00:56:27,920
everybody energy ramps and they're

1310
00:56:32,230 --> 00:56:29,359
hunkering in

1311
00:56:37,589 --> 00:56:32,240
on him so if you think about at least or

1312
00:56:40,549 --> 00:56:37,599
more 35 plus thousand consciousnesses

1313
00:56:42,470 --> 00:56:40,559
focused on a single point

1314
00:56:44,390 --> 00:56:42,480
i often said

1315
00:56:46,630 --> 00:56:44,400
psy bible says one when i'm with women

1316
00:56:48,390 --> 00:56:46,640
i'm a woman when i'm with men

1317
00:56:54,150 --> 00:56:48,400
i'm a man with i'm on children i'm just

1318
00:56:57,510 --> 00:56:55,910
though he has this ability to do

1319
00:56:59,829 --> 00:56:57,520
whatever you want you often see him

1320
00:57:03,109 --> 00:56:59,839
writing

1321
00:57:05,270 --> 00:57:03,119
he's creating universal scripts codes

1322
00:57:07,270 --> 00:57:05,280
i mean

1323
00:57:08,630 --> 00:57:07,280
there's another aspect of this

1324
00:57:10,870 --> 00:57:08,640
i'll let you read the book for that he

1325
00:57:12,710 --> 00:57:10,880
choose

1326
00:57:15,270 --> 00:57:12,720
but i often wonder when you manifest

1327
00:57:16,870 --> 00:57:15,280
things you got all these people like

1328
00:57:19,349 --> 00:57:16,880
star wars

1329
00:57:21,510 --> 00:57:19,359
the first one's all around you right

1330
00:57:23,910 --> 00:57:21,520
so when he starts to turn his hand he's

1331
00:57:27,030 --> 00:57:23,920
drawing in all this power here's the

1332
00:57:28,710 --> 00:57:27,040
delicious part of it wherever this

1333
00:57:31,349 --> 00:57:28,720
object comes from

1334
00:57:34,150 --> 00:57:31,359
because we're all invested we all go

1335
00:57:35,829 --> 00:57:34,160
there together and retrieve it

1336
00:57:39,030 --> 00:57:35,839
and we all bring it back and you can

1337
00:57:40,549 --> 00:57:39,040
feel it you can feel yourself as him

1338
00:57:43,109 --> 00:57:40,559
manifesting

1339
00:57:45,829 --> 00:57:43,119
amazing powerful stuff

1340
00:57:47,030 --> 00:57:45,839
what time does so know what i'm

1341
00:57:49,750 --> 00:57:47,040
thank you

1342
00:57:51,750 --> 00:57:49,760
11 10 110. wonderful

1343
00:57:54,069 --> 00:57:51,760
any questions at this point

1344
00:57:56,069 --> 00:57:54,079
when you say manifesting you're talking

1345
00:57:58,309 --> 00:57:56,079
about the manifestation not of energy

1346
00:57:59,910 --> 00:57:58,319
but of a physical

1347
00:58:04,950 --> 00:57:59,920
bringing something from nothing into

1348
00:58:09,349 --> 00:58:07,910
there's so many things i've seen him do

1349
00:58:11,430 --> 00:58:09,359
but when you're in it

1350
00:58:13,190 --> 00:58:11,440
you see it as him but you know somehow

1351
00:58:14,470 --> 00:58:13,200
it belongs to you you know it's your

1352
00:58:18,549 --> 00:58:14,480
birthright

1353
00:58:20,710 --> 00:58:18,559
and so in this integration process from

1354
00:58:24,549 --> 00:58:20,720
initiation

1355
00:58:28,390 --> 00:58:26,470
now to the graduation phase of my life

1356
00:58:33,829 --> 00:58:28,400
means i still have tons of work

1357
00:58:37,510 --> 00:58:35,349
being there

1358
00:58:39,349 --> 00:58:37,520
in india

1359
00:58:40,870 --> 00:58:39,359
took me out of what i know my comfort

1360
00:58:43,430 --> 00:58:40,880
zone

1361
00:58:45,910 --> 00:58:43,440
to be with god you have to get out of

1362
00:58:48,789 --> 00:58:45,920
your comfort zone to be with god i know

1363
00:58:50,870 --> 00:58:48,799
when i say with god that implies

1364
00:58:53,589 --> 00:58:50,880
somewhere else

1365
00:58:55,349 --> 00:58:53,599
it's the humility i talked about that

1366
00:58:57,349 --> 00:58:55,359
brings that

1367
00:59:00,630 --> 00:58:57,359
something from the non-material into the

1368
00:59:02,630 --> 00:59:00,640
material which is this material body

1369
00:59:04,710 --> 00:59:02,640
as an experience so it's that very

1370
00:59:06,870 --> 00:59:04,720
humility i talked about

1371
00:59:08,230 --> 00:59:06,880
that opens the door that makes the

1372
00:59:10,230 --> 00:59:08,240
sandwich that

1373
00:59:15,270 --> 00:59:10,240
integrates the process

1374
00:59:20,309 --> 00:59:17,190
bridging the gap crossing the bridge to

1375
00:59:21,829 --> 00:59:20,319
the soul because early on in life

1376
00:59:23,270 --> 00:59:21,839
revering jesus

1377
00:59:26,789 --> 00:59:23,280
is wonderful

1378
00:59:29,990 --> 00:59:26,799
to a point until it becomes

1379
00:59:30,829 --> 00:59:30,000
non-serving because the whole existence

1380
00:59:34,549 --> 00:59:30,839
and

1381
00:59:36,950 --> 00:59:34,559
or experience or presentation of jesus's

1382
00:59:38,710 --> 00:59:36,960
life is so that you can become just like

1383
00:59:40,789 --> 00:59:38,720
him i am my father my father's in me and

1384
00:59:43,510 --> 00:59:40,799
i am in you so all that

1385
00:59:47,109 --> 00:59:43,520
i am in my father my father's in me and

1386
00:59:49,910 --> 00:59:47,119
i and you so it's all contained here

1387
00:59:52,870 --> 00:59:49,920
so humility jesus buddha krishna is

1388
00:59:55,030 --> 00:59:52,880
wonderful because it's the humility and

1389
00:59:57,990 --> 00:59:55,040
the luring of oneself that opens itself

1390
01:00:00,069 --> 00:59:58,000
up to stand up again to be erect

1391
01:00:04,710 --> 01:00:00,079
to have the birth of the christ within

1392
01:00:08,789 --> 01:00:06,150
was a man

1393
01:00:11,990 --> 01:00:08,799
christ is the spirit

1394
01:00:12,870 --> 01:00:12,000
christ is not jesus

1395
01:00:15,030 --> 01:00:12,880
well

1396
01:00:16,309 --> 01:00:15,040
christ is not jesus jesus became the

1397
01:00:17,349 --> 01:00:16,319
christ

1398
01:00:19,589 --> 01:00:17,359
calling

1399
01:00:22,549 --> 01:00:19,599
if insinuating that cro

1400
01:00:24,870 --> 01:00:22,559
the christ is jesus is saying

1401
01:00:27,270 --> 01:00:24,880
this is all it will ever be and jesus

1402
01:00:29,030 --> 01:00:27,280
and jesus alone

1403
01:00:30,870 --> 01:00:29,040
you can never graduate you should out of

1404
01:00:33,349 --> 01:00:30,880
luck all of you

1405
01:00:35,109 --> 01:00:33,359
the christ is the lord the lord is not a

1406
01:00:37,270 --> 01:00:35,119
man

1407
01:00:40,150 --> 01:00:37,280
the lord is that chair the lord comes

1408
01:00:42,710 --> 01:00:40,160
from the earth it rises up in

1409
01:00:44,789 --> 01:00:42,720
consciousness and power and might the

1410
01:00:46,630 --> 01:00:44,799
reason spirit is able to move that chair

1411
01:00:50,069 --> 01:00:46,640
at will because it is the chair it's not

1412
01:00:53,109 --> 01:00:50,079
separate from it otherwise it can do it

1413
01:00:56,069 --> 01:00:53,119
so these lessons always bring us back to

1414
01:00:58,390 --> 01:00:56,079
home it's about you always has been is

1415
01:01:00,069 --> 01:00:58,400
now and forever will be

1416
01:01:01,990 --> 01:01:00,079
there is nothing else

1417
01:01:03,349 --> 01:01:02,000
now we're here to have fun

1418
01:01:05,270 --> 01:01:03,359
if god is the beginning in the end the

1419
01:01:06,950 --> 01:01:05,280
alpha and the omega

1420
01:01:08,870 --> 01:01:06,960
we got that straight

1421
01:01:11,510 --> 01:01:08,880
what is all that

1422
01:01:13,829 --> 01:01:11,520
you take a dot the beginning a dot in

1423
01:01:16,870 --> 01:01:13,839
the end and you draw a straight line and

1424
01:01:18,390 --> 01:01:16,880
you're left with one line one

1425
01:01:20,150 --> 01:01:18,400
a power of one

1426
01:01:21,910 --> 01:01:20,160
so when we understand these simple

1427
01:01:22,870 --> 01:01:21,920
models

1428
01:01:26,230 --> 01:01:22,880
beyond

1429
01:01:28,710 --> 01:01:27,589
initiate

1430
01:01:30,870 --> 01:01:28,720
integrate

1431
01:01:33,510 --> 01:01:30,880
graduate

1432
01:01:35,829 --> 01:01:33,520
all these obstacles in life

1433
01:01:37,510 --> 01:01:35,839
the holdings on to the wire

1434
01:01:39,510 --> 01:01:37,520
they all super get removed you're done

1435
01:01:41,030 --> 01:01:39,520
with you've gotten aha someone told you

1436
01:01:42,390 --> 01:01:41,040
a joke three or four times you dated the

1437
01:01:44,230 --> 01:01:42,400
same person with a different face and a

1438
01:01:45,030 --> 01:01:44,240
different name oh you say

1439
01:01:46,710 --> 01:01:45,040
ah

1440
01:01:49,990 --> 01:01:46,720
there's no reason to tell you the joke

1441
01:01:50,789 --> 01:01:50,000
again the riddle's done

1442
01:01:53,990 --> 01:01:50,799
yes

1443
01:01:55,750 --> 01:01:54,000
so in homecoming you have recognized

1444
01:02:00,309 --> 01:01:55,760
that sai baba is you

1445
01:02:03,029 --> 01:02:00,319
it is me and at that phase of my life

1446
01:02:04,230 --> 01:02:03,039
in this phase of my life i was like

1447
01:02:06,069 --> 01:02:04,240
i need help

1448
01:02:08,150 --> 01:02:06,079
and then start to wreck show up and i

1449
01:02:10,150 --> 01:02:08,160
began to recognize him oh my god this is

1450
01:02:12,870 --> 01:02:10,160
so fun and so delicious i can't wait to

1451
01:02:15,750 --> 01:02:12,880
share to my brothers and sisters

1452
01:02:17,270 --> 01:02:15,760
then i learned of him

1453
01:02:19,670 --> 01:02:17,280
and i followed many different after all

1454
01:02:22,069 --> 01:02:19,680
jesus i found them all

1455
01:02:23,589 --> 01:02:22,079
but this one this one really got me when

1456
01:02:25,510 --> 01:02:23,599
i started following cyborg and pretty

1457
01:02:27,029 --> 01:02:25,520
much it was all about i made my heart i

1458
01:02:29,510 --> 01:02:27,039
had pictures

1459
01:02:31,829 --> 01:02:29,520
50 60 pictures at my house and bamboo in

1460
01:02:34,150 --> 01:02:31,839
the corner and it was this huge shrine i

1461
01:02:36,950 --> 01:02:34,160
had a picture the size of this door open

1462
01:02:39,829 --> 01:02:36,960
my fireplace it was all that

1463
01:02:42,470 --> 01:02:39,839
and it served its purpose

1464
01:02:43,589 --> 01:02:42,480
and when it came time i realized

1465
01:02:48,230 --> 01:02:43,599
it was me

1466
01:02:50,470 --> 01:02:48,240
still love bob and i love being in that

1467
01:02:52,150 --> 01:02:50,480
energy because it takes me from

1468
01:03:01,270 --> 01:02:52,160
here

1469
01:03:04,069 --> 01:03:01,280
so i'm losing honestly i'm losing time

1470
01:03:05,430 --> 01:03:04,079
in my life 24 hours is not 24 hours for

1471
01:03:07,029 --> 01:03:05,440
me anymore

1472
01:03:10,950 --> 01:03:07,039
i'm actually beginning to exist and

1473
01:03:19,029 --> 01:03:12,630
what does that feel like

1474
01:03:23,910 --> 01:03:21,510
in here is everything but it requires

1475
01:03:25,430 --> 01:03:23,920
being in the nothing to gain something

1476
01:03:27,190 --> 01:03:25,440
from it

1477
01:03:29,190 --> 01:03:27,200
there's no noise in there

1478
01:03:34,150 --> 01:03:29,200
well yes you already missed it

1479
01:03:38,549 --> 01:03:36,150
there's nothing in there

1480
01:03:39,510 --> 01:03:38,559
don't go into nothing expecting to find

1481
01:03:43,430 --> 01:03:39,520
something

1482
01:03:46,470 --> 01:03:43,440
will never achieve the no thing

1483
01:03:48,309 --> 01:03:46,480
the nothing the zero point what is zero

1484
01:03:50,309 --> 01:03:48,319
it's the point on a graduated scale

1485
01:03:53,109 --> 01:03:50,319
where the positive

1486
01:03:54,630 --> 01:03:53,119
the good and the negative the bad

1487
01:03:58,549 --> 01:03:54,640
on the graduated scale where they are

1488
01:04:02,230 --> 01:04:00,390
you don't have to pray pray for me to

1489
01:04:07,870 --> 01:04:02,240
take medicaid manifest meditate

1490
01:04:12,710 --> 01:04:10,870
[Music]

1491
01:04:15,109 --> 01:04:12,720
that's it

1492
01:04:18,010 --> 01:04:15,119
i've been doing this so long

1493
01:04:20,950 --> 01:04:18,020
and my open-eyedness with you right now

1494
01:04:23,670 --> 01:04:20,960
[Laughter]

1495
01:04:27,750 --> 01:04:23,680
all it requires for me is just a simple

1496
01:04:31,430 --> 01:04:29,829
and i fall right there i can sit in his

1497
01:04:33,510 --> 01:04:31,440
chair which i mean

1498
01:04:34,870 --> 01:04:33,520
and close my eyes and go to vessel

1499
01:04:37,270 --> 01:04:34,880
and spirit will be glad to tell you

1500
01:04:39,190 --> 01:04:37,280
whatever spirit is deemed appropriate

1501
01:04:41,109 --> 01:04:39,200
for this group including myself as a

1502
01:04:43,030 --> 01:04:41,119
listener because when i sit in a chair i

1503
01:04:46,069 --> 01:04:43,040
go into nothing keith does not exist

1504
01:04:47,750 --> 01:04:46,079
[Music]

1505
01:04:50,270 --> 01:04:47,760
so now i want to share with you some

1506
01:04:54,309 --> 01:04:50,280
techniques we did discuss

1507
01:04:55,990 --> 01:04:54,319
[Music]

1508
01:04:57,990 --> 01:04:56,000
do what you love

1509
01:05:00,630 --> 01:04:58,000
tell me about yours dear

1510
01:05:03,190 --> 01:05:00,640
about almost there but not

1511
01:05:05,190 --> 01:05:03,200
what i love you know i ask who is who

1512
01:05:06,710 --> 01:05:05,200
are doing what they love everyone raise

1513
01:05:08,950 --> 01:05:06,720
their hand right at the gut you did and

1514
01:05:11,349 --> 01:05:08,960
you kind of resisted so what is that for

1515
01:05:12,150 --> 01:05:11,359
you how may i support you

1516
01:05:14,150 --> 01:05:12,160
well

1517
01:05:16,789 --> 01:05:14,160
i don't know what it is there's like

1518
01:05:18,710 --> 01:05:16,799
something blocking what i know i need to

1519
01:05:20,789 --> 01:05:18,720
do but i don't know what that is and it

1520
01:05:23,589 --> 01:05:20,799
manifests like you were saying

1521
01:05:26,630 --> 01:05:23,599
into anxieties that i've never had like

1522
01:05:28,710 --> 01:05:26,640
panic attacks driving feeling in open

1523
01:05:31,029 --> 01:05:28,720
spaces like i'm i'm going to fall off

1524
01:05:34,150 --> 01:05:31,039
the edge but i don't know what that was

1525
01:05:35,589 --> 01:05:34,160
you want to change that yeah

1526
01:05:36,870 --> 01:05:35,599
i'm okay if you don't wear a mask that's

1527
01:05:39,430 --> 01:05:36,880
up to you

1528
01:05:40,870 --> 01:05:39,440
okay can i touch you

1529
01:05:42,230 --> 01:05:40,880
hi hi

1530
01:05:44,870 --> 01:05:42,240
doing well

1531
01:05:45,990 --> 01:05:44,880
i'm already reading checking you out

1532
01:05:47,750 --> 01:05:46,000
jacob

1533
01:05:50,390 --> 01:05:47,760
it's okay

1534
01:05:52,069 --> 01:05:50,400
jingle's good

1535
01:05:54,390 --> 01:05:52,079
what is it you want to do

1536
01:05:56,530 --> 01:05:54,400
i want to be a life coach but i want to

1537
01:05:57,750 --> 01:05:56,540
do it it's a beautiful idea

1538
01:05:59,670 --> 01:05:57,760
[Music]

1539
01:06:01,750 --> 01:05:59,680
what would be the right reasons and give

1540
01:06:05,029 --> 01:06:01,760
me an idea would be the wrong reason

1541
01:06:07,510 --> 01:06:05,039
to guide people not to fix them or teach

1542
01:06:10,309 --> 01:06:07,520
them what they should do but just to be

1543
01:06:11,670 --> 01:06:10,319
their whole space love them

1544
01:06:13,349 --> 01:06:11,680
so you want to be

1545
01:06:14,470 --> 01:06:13,359
you want to hold space for people as a

1546
01:06:19,430 --> 01:06:14,480
teacher

1547
01:06:19,440 --> 01:06:22,470
go do it

1548
01:06:27,109 --> 01:06:24,870
are you doing that at all

1549
01:06:28,549 --> 01:06:27,119
to what degree that you're stepping and

1550
01:06:30,069 --> 01:06:28,559
what is it that's causing you to not

1551
01:06:33,029 --> 01:06:30,079
step further

1552
01:06:34,789 --> 01:06:33,039
i fear that it's not going to be enough

1553
01:06:35,670 --> 01:06:34,799
give me an idea what is not enough

1554
01:06:37,430 --> 01:06:35,680
meaning

1555
01:06:39,349 --> 01:06:37,440
it's not going to be lucrative or not

1556
01:06:41,910 --> 01:06:39,359
enough in the form of

1557
01:06:42,870 --> 01:06:41,920
fulfilling or that i'm not good enough

1558
01:06:44,630 --> 01:06:42,880
like

1559
01:06:47,190 --> 01:06:44,640
good enough good enough at the task or

1560
01:06:51,029 --> 01:06:47,200
not good good enough as a person to be

1561
01:06:52,150 --> 01:06:51,039
one to divulge such wisdom

1562
01:06:54,390 --> 01:06:52,160
i'm playing this game with you because

1563
01:06:57,990 --> 01:06:54,400
i'm trying to find you in it

1564
01:07:00,309 --> 01:06:58,000
i think the latter of what you said

1565
01:07:03,349 --> 01:07:00,319
so this has to do with self-worthiness

1566
01:07:08,710 --> 01:07:03,359
or self-deserving or being self-good

1567
01:07:12,549 --> 01:07:10,549
you can play that all you want it's just

1568
01:07:14,950 --> 01:07:12,559
it's your divine birthright to handle

1569
01:07:16,309 --> 01:07:14,960
and mold and wield that reality i'm

1570
01:07:19,910 --> 01:07:16,319
loving looking because that's what

1571
01:07:22,390 --> 01:07:19,920
you're doing i'm loving looking at my

1572
01:07:24,390 --> 01:07:22,400
not being worthy

1573
01:07:26,470 --> 01:07:24,400
because of your

1574
01:07:28,309 --> 01:07:26,480
past

1575
01:07:29,589 --> 01:07:28,319
boyfriends

1576
01:07:31,430 --> 01:07:29,599
relationships

1577
01:07:32,789 --> 01:07:31,440
this is this how all this played out for

1578
01:07:44,710 --> 01:07:32,799
you

1579
01:07:47,270 --> 01:07:44,720
what am i doing

1580
01:07:49,670 --> 01:07:47,280
yes trying to do a lot of what you said

1581
01:07:51,910 --> 01:07:49,680
what i've been reading about letting go

1582
01:07:55,029 --> 01:07:51,920
knowing there's nothing to do i am god

1583
01:07:58,069 --> 01:07:55,039
within infinite i'm trying to i say the

1584
01:07:59,910 --> 01:07:58,079
word the train so i go back

1585
01:08:02,150 --> 01:07:59,920
you were going exactly where i was going

1586
01:08:03,910 --> 01:08:02,160
so what you now do instead of taking me

1587
01:08:05,109 --> 01:08:03,920
as a teacher giving you a bunch of

1588
01:08:07,029 --> 01:08:05,119
information that you should be writing

1589
01:08:09,430 --> 01:08:07,039
down so okay i need to

1590
01:08:11,430 --> 01:08:09,440
take everything i said

1591
01:08:12,870 --> 01:08:11,440
look at it one time

1592
01:08:22,070 --> 01:08:12,880
honestly

1593
01:08:26,390 --> 01:08:24,149
and that's it you're done it sounds

1594
01:08:27,829 --> 01:08:26,400
superficial i can tell when you're done

1595
01:08:29,990 --> 01:08:27,839
with it when you make the conscious

1596
01:08:31,510 --> 01:08:30,000
decision to be done with it

1597
01:08:33,510 --> 01:08:31,520
you will be done with it

1598
01:08:35,510 --> 01:08:33,520
so you are clear about your vision about

1599
01:08:38,229 --> 01:08:35,520
what it is at least for now you think

1600
01:08:40,709 --> 01:08:38,239
you want when you put this thing down

1601
01:08:42,309 --> 01:08:40,719
the vision of what you think you want

1602
01:08:43,269 --> 01:08:42,319
if that's really what it is will get

1603
01:08:44,630 --> 01:08:43,279
wider

1604
01:08:46,229 --> 01:08:44,640
and then you'll be able to step into it

1605
01:08:48,149 --> 01:08:46,239
easier or

1606
01:08:49,829 --> 01:08:48,159
when you're done with the nonsense

1607
01:08:52,870 --> 01:08:49,839
the vision itself will change into

1608
01:08:55,510 --> 01:08:52,880
something you've never thought about

1609
01:08:57,829 --> 01:08:55,520
you have to simply be willing

1610
01:09:00,630 --> 01:08:57,839
to stop playing the game the noise the

1611
01:09:02,309 --> 01:09:00,640
stuff that stops the noise so here's

1612
01:09:04,229 --> 01:09:02,319
something else that is very important

1613
01:09:05,829 --> 01:09:04,239
that will kick you in the pants more so

1614
01:09:07,030 --> 01:09:05,839
than the previous which is stopping the

1615
01:09:11,669 --> 01:09:07,040
noise

1616
01:09:14,070 --> 01:09:11,679
you've worsened your problem

1617
01:09:15,910 --> 01:09:14,080
the monkey will never shut up

1618
01:09:17,510 --> 01:09:15,920
you don't want the monkey it serves a

1619
01:09:19,189 --> 01:09:17,520
purpose

1620
01:09:22,390 --> 01:09:19,199
he will always talk

1621
01:09:23,669 --> 01:09:22,400
trying to stop the monkey from talking

1622
01:09:25,030 --> 01:09:23,679
most people know that

1623
01:09:26,470 --> 01:09:25,040
being slapped by your parents stop

1624
01:09:28,390 --> 01:09:26,480
talking go sit down

1625
01:09:30,390 --> 01:09:28,400
it makes the child louder

1626
01:09:32,149 --> 01:09:30,400
and it scars the child

1627
01:09:34,789 --> 01:09:32,159
your inner child has been slapped and

1628
01:09:36,390 --> 01:09:34,799
scarred in such a way so instead of

1629
01:09:38,070 --> 01:09:36,400
stopping the monkey

1630
01:09:39,590 --> 01:09:38,080
you give him what he wants what do you

1631
01:09:41,590 --> 01:09:39,600
what monkeys want

1632
01:09:43,590 --> 01:09:41,600
banana so you give him a spiritual

1633
01:09:48,149 --> 01:09:43,600
banana you give him something that will

1634
01:09:50,149 --> 01:09:48,159
satisfy him so he can't open his mouth

1635
01:09:52,630 --> 01:09:50,159
while you do as a spirit are able to do

1636
01:09:54,070 --> 01:09:52,640
the work play that you're here to do

1637
01:09:56,390 --> 01:09:54,080
what to do

1638
01:09:57,510 --> 01:09:56,400
i made a deal with my ego a long time

1639
01:10:00,310 --> 01:09:57,520
ago

1640
01:10:02,870 --> 01:10:00,320
if you just shut up

1641
01:10:04,709 --> 01:10:02,880
let i want the same things you want

1642
01:10:06,790 --> 01:10:04,719
but you can't get any and all of your

1643
01:10:09,590 --> 01:10:06,800
yammering but if you be quiet for a

1644
01:10:12,229 --> 01:10:09,600
little while i'm giving them a banana

1645
01:10:13,669 --> 01:10:12,239
let me as a spirit go get it and when i

1646
01:10:14,709 --> 01:10:13,679
get it i promise you'll be the first one

1647
01:10:17,030 --> 01:10:14,719
i'll tell

1648
01:10:19,590 --> 01:10:17,040
he shut up just like that

1649
01:10:20,550 --> 01:10:19,600
find you do it your way find a way for

1650
01:10:24,310 --> 01:10:20,560
you

1651
01:10:25,830 --> 01:10:24,320
and judging and

1652
01:10:27,430 --> 01:10:25,840
grading your own test paper how you're

1653
01:10:29,270 --> 01:10:27,440
doing

1654
01:10:31,350 --> 01:10:29,280
you're going backwards

1655
01:10:32,790 --> 01:10:31,360
it's simply yeah i'm just done

1656
01:10:36,070 --> 01:10:32,800
hey let's go hang on

1657
01:10:37,830 --> 01:10:36,080
you just done it's just completely done

1658
01:10:39,270 --> 01:10:37,840
anything else you overshoot in your

1659
01:10:41,669 --> 01:10:39,280
target

1660
01:10:44,630 --> 01:10:41,679
find what you want follow it

1661
01:10:46,550 --> 01:10:44,640
honestly clearly and it will grow to a

1662
01:10:47,750 --> 01:10:46,560
greater capacity or the vision will

1663
01:10:49,350 --> 01:10:47,760
shift and go oh my god that's what i

1664
01:10:50,870 --> 01:10:49,360
thought i wanted but because i did the

1665
01:10:53,430 --> 01:10:50,880
non-work

1666
01:10:55,750 --> 01:10:53,440
this just revealed itself

1667
01:10:57,590 --> 01:10:55,760
these blocks are really not blocks we

1668
01:10:59,750 --> 01:10:57,600
call them blocks to give us ideas of

1669
01:11:01,830 --> 01:10:59,760
what something is in my way but there's

1670
01:11:03,430 --> 01:11:01,840
something that's in your way is our self

1671
01:11:05,270 --> 01:11:03,440
and i'm not a blonde i'm a divine child

1672
01:11:07,430 --> 01:11:05,280
of god

1673
01:11:10,149 --> 01:11:07,440
wow i deserve everything

1674
01:11:11,910 --> 01:11:10,159
and it's not coming to me it is me i am

1675
01:11:13,189 --> 01:11:11,920
everything there is nothing else do you

1676
01:11:14,229 --> 01:11:13,199
see

1677
01:11:15,270 --> 01:11:14,239
yeah

1678
01:11:16,950 --> 01:11:15,280
thank you

1679
01:11:18,870 --> 01:11:16,960
you're welcome can i say it go live your

1680
01:11:22,390 --> 01:11:18,880
passions

1681
01:11:24,630 --> 01:11:22,400
the two words i am so important right so

1682
01:11:25,750 --> 01:11:24,640
if you say i am open and willing to

1683
01:11:28,790 --> 01:11:25,760
allow

1684
01:11:31,270 --> 01:11:28,800
my divine self to be the life coach

1685
01:11:32,630 --> 01:11:31,280
that's way more powerful than

1686
01:11:34,390 --> 01:11:32,640
that would be crossing the bridge to

1687
01:11:35,669 --> 01:11:34,400
your soul you wanting to be the head

1688
01:11:37,210 --> 01:11:35,679
coach

1689
01:11:39,510 --> 01:11:37,220
allowing the spirit to come through

1690
01:11:41,350 --> 01:11:39,520
[Music]

1691
01:11:44,070 --> 01:11:41,360
so that would be crossing this bridge to

1692
01:11:45,110 --> 01:11:44,080
your soul but now i'm going to offer you

1693
01:11:47,110 --> 01:11:45,120
all

1694
01:11:48,550 --> 01:11:47,120
and i enjoy doing this myself

1695
01:11:50,470 --> 01:11:48,560
a way to touch your soul right in this

1696
01:11:55,350 --> 01:11:50,480
moment sounds interesting

1697
01:12:12,470 --> 01:11:56,550
you can bring your mask or not it's

1698
01:12:17,030 --> 01:12:15,669
hi what is your name again danielle

1699
01:12:18,709 --> 01:12:17,040
everyone follow

1700
01:12:20,310 --> 01:12:18,719
i'm in this shop with these come over

1701
01:12:21,990 --> 01:12:20,320
here

1702
01:12:24,470 --> 01:12:22,000
let our audience participate with us hi

1703
01:12:25,830 --> 01:12:24,480
everyone they're not there now

1704
01:12:28,149 --> 01:12:25,840
you're not there now in fact you're not

1705
01:12:29,669 --> 01:12:28,159
there at all you're here

1706
01:12:34,950 --> 01:12:29,679
um

1707
01:12:37,510 --> 01:12:34,960
everyone if you would close your eyes

1708
01:12:39,990 --> 01:12:37,520
take a few deep breaths

1709
01:12:41,990 --> 01:12:40,000
intentional breaths like you want

1710
01:12:44,870 --> 01:12:42,000
something beyond anything you've ever

1711
01:12:46,870 --> 01:12:44,880
wanted don't describe what that wanting

1712
01:12:48,950 --> 01:12:46,880
is you just want for a something

1713
01:12:51,910 --> 01:12:48,960
regardless of what it looks like breathe

1714
01:12:58,070 --> 01:12:53,270
allow it to descend into your

1715
01:13:04,310 --> 01:12:59,910
breathe in taste the love of god on your

1716
01:13:08,149 --> 01:13:04,320
palate on your tongue as you do that

1717
01:13:08,159 --> 01:13:11,990
and once again

1718
01:13:14,390 --> 01:13:12,790
now

1719
01:13:19,510 --> 01:13:14,400
if you would i want you to pick up your

1720
01:13:27,189 --> 01:13:21,590
breath is god god is life breathe in

1721
01:13:27,199 --> 01:13:38,550
keep up

1722
01:13:41,910 --> 01:13:40,229
take a self-inventory do you feel the

1723
01:13:43,270 --> 01:13:41,920
same now that you have

1724
01:13:45,270 --> 01:13:43,280
where you are than you did before you

1725
01:13:46,870 --> 01:13:45,280
start the breath of course you don't

1726
01:13:49,750 --> 01:13:46,880
you can open your eyes you feel the

1727
01:13:54,070 --> 01:13:52,550
feel it feel the change

1728
01:13:57,990 --> 01:13:54,080
you've raised up energy you're feeling

1729
01:14:03,189 --> 01:13:58,950
okay

1730
01:14:08,149 --> 01:14:05,830
take one final inventory of yourself

1731
01:14:10,229 --> 01:14:08,159
how does it feel to you be you now

1732
01:14:12,630 --> 01:14:10,239
opposed to before you started breathing

1733
01:14:14,470 --> 01:14:12,640
you feel different you feel charged

1734
01:14:16,870 --> 01:14:14,480
so recognize that something

1735
01:14:18,300 --> 01:14:16,880
and open your eyes

1736
01:14:19,750 --> 01:14:18,310
whatever you do

1737
01:14:21,910 --> 01:14:19,760
[Music]

1738
01:14:24,149 --> 01:14:21,920
don't take your eyes off me i read it

1739
01:14:26,470 --> 01:14:24,159
don't take your eyes off me

1740
01:14:28,950 --> 01:14:26,480
i want you to become aware of what it

1741
01:14:31,430 --> 01:14:28,960
feels like to be you

1742
01:14:36,390 --> 01:14:31,440
not judgment just no thought in fact

1743
01:14:42,500 --> 01:14:37,750
become aware

1744
01:14:45,590 --> 01:14:44,390
[Music]

1745
01:14:46,870 --> 01:14:45,600
or it's just

1746
01:14:48,110 --> 01:14:46,880
where you can use words maybe to

1747
01:14:49,990 --> 01:14:48,120
describe it like you might taste

1748
01:14:54,070 --> 01:14:50,000
mentality on the words just become aware

1749
01:14:58,830 --> 01:14:55,510
become aware

1750
01:15:03,669 --> 01:15:01,990
[Music]

1751
01:15:06,310 --> 01:15:03,679
become aware

1752
01:15:07,590 --> 01:15:06,320
of the sound of my voice

1753
01:15:09,669 --> 01:15:07,600
that's more of the real you than what

1754
01:15:11,669 --> 01:15:09,679
you're looking at actually

1755
01:15:14,229 --> 01:15:11,679
that part of you that is listening

1756
01:15:15,669 --> 01:15:14,239
has been aware forever

1757
01:15:18,229 --> 01:15:15,679
that's the reason

1758
01:15:19,830 --> 01:15:18,239
become aware of my voice

1759
01:15:21,320 --> 01:15:19,840
become aware of the light source above

1760
01:15:23,750 --> 01:15:21,330
your head

1761
01:15:25,030 --> 01:15:23,760
[Music]

1762
01:15:26,470 --> 01:15:25,040
pretty easy

1763
01:15:30,070 --> 01:15:26,480
become aware of the people talking

1764
01:15:36,709 --> 01:15:32,630
let's do that again become aware

1765
01:15:36,719 --> 01:15:41,430
the temperature on your skin

1766
01:15:44,390 --> 01:15:43,110
the light source above your head and all

1767
01:15:44,580 --> 01:15:44,400
around you even the ones that are behind

1768
01:15:45,990 --> 01:15:44,590
you

1769
01:15:49,669 --> 01:15:46,000
[Music]

1770
01:15:49,679 --> 01:15:54,550
people in the other room

1771
01:15:59,430 --> 01:15:56,310
ready here we go

1772
01:16:03,669 --> 01:16:02,070
i want you at one time to feel what it's

1773
01:16:05,110 --> 01:16:03,679
like to be you

1774
01:16:06,550 --> 01:16:05,120
the temperature in your skin the taste

1775
01:16:08,470 --> 01:16:06,560
in your mouth the lights above your head

1776
01:16:19,270 --> 01:16:08,480
and the sound that's all around you at

1777
01:16:22,790 --> 01:16:20,790
do you feel it

1778
01:16:24,550 --> 01:16:22,800
do you feel that opening

1779
01:16:26,390 --> 01:16:24,560
how were you able to do that

1780
01:16:28,070 --> 01:16:26,400
before you ever tried you weren't

1781
01:16:31,030 --> 01:16:28,080
you go here so you go here

1782
01:16:33,030 --> 01:16:31,040
but i literally intentionally said

1783
01:16:34,470 --> 01:16:33,040
taste them what's in your mouth so your

1784
01:16:36,950 --> 01:16:34,480
awareness gets pointed here and

1785
01:16:38,630 --> 01:16:36,960
everything else gets shut off

1786
01:16:40,229 --> 01:16:38,640
i feel the temperature

1787
01:16:41,990 --> 01:16:40,239
and i pointed your awareness to all

1788
01:16:44,310 --> 01:16:42,000
these different focal points until i

1789
01:16:45,990 --> 01:16:44,320
gave you permission

1790
01:16:49,590 --> 01:16:46,000
which no one in your life probably ever

1791
01:16:51,189 --> 01:16:49,600
has to say open up touch your real self

1792
01:16:54,229 --> 01:16:51,199
let's try it again

1793
01:16:57,750 --> 01:16:55,990
feeling on the skin

1794
01:17:00,310 --> 01:16:57,760
oh the air conditioning kicked off so

1795
01:17:01,510 --> 01:17:00,320
your awareness does all this stuff

1796
01:17:05,750 --> 01:17:01,520
taste in your

1797
01:17:05,760 --> 01:17:11,910
experience it all

1798
01:17:16,630 --> 01:17:14,310
you may feel some bouncing but i know

1799
01:17:18,950 --> 01:17:16,640
for a fact are glimpses that you

1800
01:17:21,030 --> 01:17:18,960
actually feel them i see them all and

1801
01:17:23,669 --> 01:17:21,040
they flee and it goes away

1802
01:17:28,830 --> 01:17:26,550
this is the work

1803
01:17:31,910 --> 01:17:28,840
non-work for every spiritual

1804
01:17:34,310 --> 01:17:31,920
aspirant you don't go about practicing

1805
01:17:36,390 --> 01:17:34,320
how to expand your awareness

1806
01:17:38,790 --> 01:17:36,400
from being who you really are

1807
01:17:42,310 --> 01:17:38,800
expands your awareness for you there is

1808
01:17:46,709 --> 01:17:42,320
no work to do it's all a product

1809
01:17:48,310 --> 01:17:46,719
of you did you have any success

1810
01:17:52,310 --> 01:17:48,320
you were able to feel that expansion of

1811
01:17:55,240 --> 01:17:53,990
can you describe it for me would you

1812
01:17:57,510 --> 01:17:55,250
please i'm

1813
01:17:58,470 --> 01:17:57,520
[Music]

1814
01:17:59,910 --> 01:17:58,480
to sure

1815
01:18:01,830 --> 01:17:59,920
because when we did it at the same time

1816
01:18:04,070 --> 01:18:01,840
i thought it tasted my mouth i

1817
01:18:06,390 --> 01:18:04,080
heard the background from the skin i

1818
01:18:09,910 --> 01:18:06,400
felt all the sensations at once but it

1819
01:18:11,350 --> 01:18:09,920
wasn't long lasting for every day

1820
01:18:13,750 --> 01:18:11,360
you just had a quick glimpse in the door

1821
01:18:16,149 --> 01:18:13,760
shut up yes but you did have you did

1822
01:18:17,990 --> 01:18:16,159
experience evidence

1823
01:18:19,910 --> 01:18:18,000
of not being what you always thought you

1824
01:18:21,350 --> 01:18:19,920
were of being something beyond what you

1825
01:18:22,709 --> 01:18:21,360
always thought you were

1826
01:18:24,870 --> 01:18:22,719
wow

1827
01:18:27,990 --> 01:18:24,880
how was i able to do that

1828
01:18:30,229 --> 01:18:28,000
that's what jesus baba buddha everything

1829
01:18:31,669 --> 01:18:30,239
that we are moving towards as a

1830
01:18:33,030 --> 01:18:31,679
collective world

1831
01:18:34,390 --> 01:18:33,040
race

1832
01:18:38,830 --> 01:18:34,400
so

1833
01:18:40,550 --> 01:18:38,840
the benefit of achieving with this

1834
01:18:43,350 --> 01:18:40,560
technique

1835
01:18:45,270 --> 01:18:43,360
that i offered is to give you a glimpse

1836
01:18:47,510 --> 01:18:45,280
that you exist

1837
01:18:51,189 --> 01:18:47,520
in all these places you're speaking

1838
01:18:53,830 --> 01:18:51,199
about blocks and clarity earlier

1839
01:18:54,950 --> 01:18:53,840
this level of clarity is what will allow

1840
01:19:01,350 --> 01:18:54,960
you

1841
01:19:03,669 --> 01:19:01,360
behind a tree like a big dog is about to

1842
01:19:05,270 --> 01:19:03,679
jump out and bite you on your ass

1843
01:19:07,669 --> 01:19:05,280
everyone would want to be aware enough

1844
01:19:09,910 --> 01:19:07,679
to know that

1845
01:19:11,910 --> 01:19:09,920
whatever the situation may be

1846
01:19:13,510 --> 01:19:11,920
but when you have this multi-faceted

1847
01:19:16,870 --> 01:19:13,520
awareness

1848
01:19:20,310 --> 01:19:16,880
we begin to not leave the body

1849
01:19:21,750 --> 01:19:20,320
we begin to incorporate

1850
01:19:23,990 --> 01:19:21,760
our soul

1851
01:19:27,669 --> 01:19:24,000
because we cross the bridge enough to

1852
01:19:29,990 --> 01:19:27,679
where you become peripherally aware yes

1853
01:19:30,950 --> 01:19:30,000
for me the interpretation was kind of

1854
01:19:32,630 --> 01:19:30,960
like

1855
01:19:34,709 --> 01:19:32,640
feeling all your senses

1856
01:19:38,310 --> 01:19:34,719
of sensing on your senses

1857
01:19:40,149 --> 01:19:38,320
but touchy hearing seeing feeling

1858
01:19:42,470 --> 01:19:40,159
tasting is

1859
01:19:44,630 --> 01:19:42,480
what i interpreted out of this

1860
01:19:46,229 --> 01:19:44,640
experiment that we just did

1861
01:19:47,990 --> 01:19:46,239
am i on the right path

1862
01:19:49,669 --> 01:19:48,000
that's it

1863
01:19:51,350 --> 01:19:49,679
you got to see a greater capacity of

1864
01:19:53,430 --> 01:19:51,360
what you are versus

1865
01:19:56,630 --> 01:19:53,440
my awareness goes where i go

1866
01:19:58,470 --> 01:19:56,640
your awareness is everywhere

1867
01:20:02,709 --> 01:19:58,480
so you open the gate to see your real

1868
01:20:07,510 --> 01:20:05,110
it happens it is it's not something you

1869
01:20:09,910 --> 01:20:07,520
strive for it's something you open up

1870
01:20:11,510 --> 01:20:09,920
through by letting go

1871
01:20:12,550 --> 01:20:11,520
letting go

1872
01:20:15,510 --> 01:20:12,560
let go

1873
01:20:17,510 --> 01:20:15,520
but i'm scared goddamn right now

1874
01:20:20,070 --> 01:20:17,520
and you will feel that scared until you

1875
01:20:21,910 --> 01:20:20,080
jump off the high diving board jacob

1876
01:20:21,910 --> 01:20:24,950
i gotta do it one two three four

1877
01:20:30,470 --> 01:20:28,070
hit the water you realize you had died

1878
01:20:33,750 --> 01:20:30,480
oh my god that was quite fun

1879
01:20:35,990 --> 01:20:33,760
you ready to go do it again

1880
01:20:41,430 --> 01:20:36,000
we talked about awareness opening about

1881
01:20:44,149 --> 01:20:42,709
about getting out of the noise of the

1882
01:20:46,229 --> 01:20:44,159
world

1883
01:20:48,390 --> 01:20:46,239
whatever it is you're religious or

1884
01:20:49,590 --> 01:20:48,400
religious or political affiliation

1885
01:20:53,270 --> 01:20:49,600
enjoy it

1886
01:20:56,229 --> 01:20:54,390
but you don't understand you already

1887
01:20:57,270 --> 01:20:56,239
missed it

1888
01:20:59,030 --> 01:20:57,280
i don't care if you're democrat

1889
01:21:01,430 --> 01:20:59,040
republican conservative it doesn't

1890
01:21:03,350 --> 01:21:01,440
matter to me it matters to whoever you

1891
01:21:05,590 --> 01:21:03,360
may be

1892
01:21:07,990 --> 01:21:05,600
you can still vote

1893
01:21:10,229 --> 01:21:08,000
however you choose that to be

1894
01:21:11,030 --> 01:21:10,239
but if you plug it to the system in that

1895
01:21:12,629 --> 01:21:11,040
way

1896
01:21:14,390 --> 01:21:12,639
your fighting will get you sucker

1897
01:21:15,910 --> 01:21:14,400
punched

1898
01:21:17,430 --> 01:21:15,920
same with racism

1899
01:21:19,750 --> 01:21:17,440
keith are you saying pull back from the

1900
01:21:21,510 --> 01:21:19,760
world so far that you lose compassion

1901
01:21:23,430 --> 01:21:21,520
i'm saying find compassion before

1902
01:21:25,030 --> 01:21:23,440
yourself by getting out of the noise

1903
01:21:27,350 --> 01:21:25,040
that's killing you

1904
01:21:29,750 --> 01:21:27,360
then you find real compassion

1905
01:21:31,590 --> 01:21:29,760
and then you have the awareness

1906
01:21:33,189 --> 01:21:31,600
to know when to step in to be of the

1907
01:21:34,709 --> 01:21:33,199
greatest influence

1908
01:21:36,470 --> 01:21:34,719
until then

1909
01:21:38,709 --> 01:21:36,480
you grab someone's hand in a swimming

1910
01:21:41,990 --> 01:21:38,719
pool and you get caught in the nonsense

1911
01:21:43,830 --> 01:21:42,000
so how do we combat racism you don't you

1912
01:21:46,709 --> 01:21:43,840
leave it alone well how's that going to

1913
01:21:49,189 --> 01:21:46,719
change the world you change yourself

1914
01:21:51,910 --> 01:21:49,199
and when you change yourself

1915
01:21:53,590 --> 01:21:51,920
any little influence you have

1916
01:21:55,270 --> 01:21:53,600
sends out ripples you just had a little

1917
01:21:57,990 --> 01:21:55,280
bit influences now

1918
01:21:59,830 --> 01:21:58,000
and your awareness opened up like that

1919
01:22:02,470 --> 01:21:59,840
you felt aspects of yourself that you

1920
01:22:05,110 --> 01:22:02,480
may have not before all at one time and

1921
01:22:06,950 --> 01:22:05,120
so likewise those aspects of yourself

1922
01:22:09,510 --> 01:22:06,960
that you're trying to influence and open

1923
01:22:11,430 --> 01:22:09,520
up to be a part of and make difference

1924
01:22:12,790 --> 01:22:11,440
are those people who are fighting

1925
01:22:14,310 --> 01:22:12,800
because if you go stand between two

1926
01:22:16,070 --> 01:22:14,320
people who are fighting to break it up

1927
01:22:17,990 --> 01:22:16,080
sometimes a blow popping in the nose

1928
01:22:22,470 --> 01:22:18,000
breaking up now you get now you deal

1929
01:22:26,149 --> 01:22:24,629
what's about to happen

1930
01:22:28,629 --> 01:22:26,159
on this earth

1931
01:22:31,270 --> 01:22:28,639
actually rather more so in all of us

1932
01:22:32,950 --> 01:22:31,280
it's going to be a test

1933
01:22:34,229 --> 01:22:32,960
it's going to get greater and it's going

1934
01:22:39,110 --> 01:22:34,239
to get harder

1935
01:22:43,669 --> 01:22:41,270
it's going to become harder

1936
01:22:45,750 --> 01:22:43,679
so you're going to become softer

1937
01:22:50,310 --> 01:22:45,760
things are becoming heavy

1938
01:22:55,030 --> 01:22:52,070
things will begin to present themselves

1939
01:22:57,270 --> 01:22:55,040
in ways you've never understood before

1940
01:22:58,229 --> 01:22:57,280
it's okay you don't have to understand

1941
01:23:01,110 --> 01:22:58,239
it

1942
01:23:03,350 --> 01:23:01,120
stand under what you already know

1943
01:23:06,629 --> 01:23:03,360
i know i am solid

1944
01:23:08,709 --> 01:23:06,639
nothing can i lost my child god forbid

1945
01:23:09,750 --> 01:23:08,719
i can't begin to think that nor

1946
01:23:11,110 --> 01:23:09,760
teach

1947
01:23:13,830 --> 01:23:11,120
about that because i have not

1948
01:23:15,350 --> 01:23:13,840
experienced that i know spiritual law is

1949
01:23:18,470 --> 01:23:15,360
spiritual lesson

1950
01:23:21,990 --> 01:23:18,480
regardless how such tragedy could show

1951
01:23:25,669 --> 01:23:23,430
this is the technique i want to show you

1952
01:23:27,990 --> 01:23:25,679
about breathing

1953
01:23:30,070 --> 01:23:28,000
to create your life

1954
01:23:34,470 --> 01:23:30,080
[Music]

1955
01:23:36,149 --> 01:23:34,480
in the form of deliberately manifesting

1956
01:23:38,709 --> 01:23:36,159
but also breathing

1957
01:23:41,910 --> 01:23:38,719
to deliberately manifest

1958
01:23:46,229 --> 01:23:41,920
something to not manifest

1959
01:23:50,709 --> 01:23:48,550
you lose your child god forbid

1960
01:23:53,430 --> 01:23:50,719
your dad of mother dies you lost your

1961
01:23:54,500 --> 01:23:53,440
job and you just thought every whatever

1962
01:23:56,550 --> 01:23:54,510
it may be

1963
01:23:58,550 --> 01:23:56,560
[Music]

1964
01:23:59,830 --> 01:23:58,560
how do you fix that

1965
01:24:02,550 --> 01:23:59,840
you don't

1966
01:24:04,870 --> 01:24:02,560
you heal yourself in the moment for what

1967
01:24:06,390 --> 01:24:04,880
it can do to you potentially

1968
01:24:08,390 --> 01:24:06,400
in the future

1969
01:24:09,830 --> 01:24:08,400
so the way you manifest your life

1970
01:24:12,550 --> 01:24:09,840
deliberately

1971
01:24:18,229 --> 01:24:14,830
take yourself

1972
01:24:19,669 --> 01:24:18,239
beyond i see a brand new house and a

1973
01:24:23,030 --> 01:24:19,679
lover

1974
01:24:26,310 --> 01:24:24,950
that's all the ethereal airy fairy stuff

1975
01:24:27,910 --> 01:24:26,320
fluffy

1976
01:24:31,510 --> 01:24:27,920
very powerful

1977
01:24:34,229 --> 01:24:31,520
but when you begin to

1978
01:24:36,070 --> 01:24:34,239
bring it to the earth

1979
01:24:37,590 --> 01:24:36,080
you anchor

1980
01:24:41,030 --> 01:24:37,600
the divine pencil

1981
01:24:41,890 --> 01:24:41,040
you cross the bridge to the soul

1982
01:24:43,430 --> 01:24:41,900
yes

1983
01:24:44,709 --> 01:24:43,440
[Music]

1984
01:24:45,990 --> 01:24:44,719
hi

1985
01:24:51,590 --> 01:24:46,000
you must have walked in at the right

1986
01:24:54,629 --> 01:24:53,110
so

1987
01:24:56,070 --> 01:24:54,639
let's bring it down here that's why when

1988
01:24:57,590 --> 01:24:56,080
you have a thought

1989
01:24:59,110 --> 01:24:57,600
you write it down

1990
01:25:01,669 --> 01:24:59,120
you're taking it from the mind to the

1991
01:25:04,950 --> 01:25:01,679
earth it begins to materialize

1992
01:25:08,790 --> 01:25:07,270
i'm looking for a magical

1993
01:25:10,390 --> 01:25:08,800
mystical

1994
01:25:11,669 --> 01:25:10,400
sexual

1995
01:25:13,270 --> 01:25:11,679
rich

1996
01:25:16,390 --> 01:25:13,280
whatever you think you want love her in

1997
01:25:19,910 --> 01:25:16,400
my life i'm looking for a new house

1998
01:25:23,350 --> 01:25:21,910
be careful of your emotions

1999
01:25:28,870 --> 01:25:23,360
as you're doing this

2000
01:25:33,590 --> 01:25:31,110
yeah i'm excited great be excited

2001
01:25:35,270 --> 01:25:33,600
but remember your excitement may be

2002
01:25:36,629 --> 01:25:35,280
about something erroneous that's going

2003
01:25:40,070 --> 01:25:36,639
to take you away

2004
01:25:40,870 --> 01:25:40,080
from that which it is that you want

2005
01:25:45,430 --> 01:25:40,880
be

2006
01:25:50,709 --> 01:25:47,910
and when you find yourself

2007
01:25:59,110 --> 01:25:50,719
in that space of awareness

2008
01:26:02,470 --> 01:26:00,790
you feel it open up when you feel that

2009
01:26:08,790 --> 01:26:02,480
you pretty good for where you are for

2010
01:26:14,629 --> 01:26:11,110
sounds crazy doesn't it it is crazy

2011
01:26:18,550 --> 01:26:16,310
so what happens is

2012
01:26:20,070 --> 01:26:18,560
bring it in

2013
01:26:21,110 --> 01:26:20,080
grab run in

2014
01:26:23,189 --> 01:26:21,120
please

2015
01:26:25,350 --> 01:26:23,199
you feel that that's tangible you can

2016
01:26:27,750 --> 01:26:25,360
you can prove to yourself

2017
01:26:31,030 --> 01:26:27,760
well it's tangible it's palpable i can

2018
01:26:34,070 --> 01:26:31,990
god

2019
01:26:37,750 --> 01:26:34,080
breathed life into man

2020
01:26:39,750 --> 01:26:37,760
life god same word same idea

2021
01:26:42,229 --> 01:26:39,760
as in the image and similitude of the

2022
01:26:44,070 --> 01:26:42,239
father we have created

2023
01:26:46,149 --> 01:26:44,080
by our very breath

2024
01:26:47,669 --> 01:26:46,159
conscious or unconscious we move down

2025
01:26:49,990 --> 01:26:47,679
the timeline towards the future of our

2026
01:26:55,590 --> 01:26:50,000
life

2027
01:26:55,600 --> 01:27:00,470
sexual love or a lot of money nice house

2028
01:27:00,480 --> 01:27:10,550
i deserve it

2029
01:27:14,070 --> 01:27:11,990
what's that

2030
01:27:16,149 --> 01:27:14,080
you can do this as a practice or you

2031
01:27:19,189 --> 01:27:16,159
have the might

2032
01:27:22,390 --> 01:27:19,199
faith if you will in one breath

2033
01:27:22,400 --> 01:27:27,110
i cracked open the door of the universe

2034
01:27:32,390 --> 01:27:29,189
you breathe your creation into life

2035
01:27:35,110 --> 01:27:32,400
versus sweat and that effort oh

2036
01:27:36,790 --> 01:27:35,120
bring me a house bring me a job

2037
01:27:38,709 --> 01:27:36,800
bring me to florida so i can buy a house

2038
01:27:40,550 --> 01:27:38,719
something next to the beach

2039
01:27:43,110 --> 01:27:40,560
that's all cool i'm not

2040
01:27:47,270 --> 01:27:45,110
take it a step further

2041
01:27:49,510 --> 01:27:47,280
the one found the foundation that's

2042
01:27:54,390 --> 01:27:49,520
missing is the earth aspect of it

2043
01:27:58,870 --> 01:27:55,350
now

2044
01:28:00,950 --> 01:27:58,880
the aspects of your life you don't want

2045
01:28:02,709 --> 01:28:00,960
sometimes you have no choice

2046
01:28:06,629 --> 01:28:02,719
because it does involve other soul

2047
01:28:08,470 --> 01:28:06,639
contracts people dying around you

2048
01:28:10,070 --> 01:28:08,480
losing that job

2049
01:28:10,950 --> 01:28:10,080
whatever it may be

2050
01:28:18,390 --> 01:28:10,960
oh

2051
01:28:21,270 --> 01:28:18,400
for a while you deserve that actually

2052
01:28:23,350 --> 01:28:21,280
you lost someone enjoy the grief

2053
01:28:25,110 --> 01:28:23,360
don't be afraid of the grief

2054
01:28:32,070 --> 01:28:25,120
allow the grief

2055
01:28:36,390 --> 01:28:35,030
because the question always is

2056
01:28:38,070 --> 01:28:36,400
is

2057
01:28:39,590 --> 01:28:38,080
what

2058
01:28:43,590 --> 01:28:39,600
next

2059
01:28:47,270 --> 01:28:43,600
you can stay in the riddle all you want

2060
01:28:53,350 --> 01:28:51,110
what next what lies beyond this prison

2061
01:28:55,350 --> 01:28:53,360
so if you want to get out of any

2062
01:28:56,870 --> 01:28:55,360
lightning strike

2063
01:28:59,830 --> 01:28:56,880
electrical charge

2064
01:29:03,180 --> 01:28:59,840
that's holding on to you

2065
01:29:03,190 --> 01:29:06,550
[Music]

2066
01:29:22,229 --> 01:29:09,510
see what it wants for me

2067
01:29:22,239 --> 01:29:35,910
try

2068
01:29:40,229 --> 01:29:36,830
how do you

2069
01:29:42,550 --> 01:29:40,239
feel feel the charge

2070
01:29:44,470 --> 01:29:42,560
the density of what is trying to stick

2071
01:29:47,030 --> 01:29:44,480
to you can't

2072
01:29:49,750 --> 01:29:47,040
it's no longer velcro you put some very

2073
01:29:51,590 --> 01:29:49,760
nice spiritual lube on you oil and it

2074
01:29:53,830 --> 01:29:51,600
slides right off of you

2075
01:29:55,750 --> 01:29:53,840
otherwise it will stick

2076
01:29:57,830 --> 01:29:55,760
becomes static

2077
01:29:59,830 --> 01:29:57,840
and it will initiate integrate and

2078
01:30:01,990 --> 01:29:59,840
graduate itself into your life to where

2079
01:30:04,390 --> 01:30:02,000
hindsight 20 years from now you're doing

2080
01:30:06,790 --> 01:30:04,400
the spiritual work at a 2020 spirit fest

2081
01:30:08,229 --> 01:30:06,800
and melbourne to find a teacher and or a

2082
01:30:09,590 --> 01:30:08,239
reader to give you exactly what you

2083
01:30:11,910 --> 01:30:09,600
think you need to get rid of the problem

2084
01:30:15,510 --> 01:30:11,920
that you could have gotten rid of

2085
01:30:21,030 --> 01:30:17,830
same thing breath is light if

2086
01:30:22,950 --> 01:30:21,040
lightning strikes enjoy it until you no

2087
01:30:26,870 --> 01:30:22,960
longer want to enjoy being miserable

2088
01:30:28,950 --> 01:30:26,880
grief stricken so heartbroken

2089
01:30:30,709 --> 01:30:28,960
but don't wait too long

2090
01:30:32,470 --> 01:30:30,719
the longer it waits

2091
01:30:35,110 --> 01:30:32,480
the longer you wait

2092
01:30:36,709 --> 01:30:35,120
the more it becomes static

2093
01:30:39,590 --> 01:30:36,719
it becomes

2094
01:30:43,350 --> 01:30:39,600
frozen in your life

2095
01:30:45,750 --> 01:30:44,550
breathe

2096
01:30:47,430 --> 01:30:45,760
into it

2097
01:30:48,950 --> 01:30:47,440
keith i don't want to breathe and get

2098
01:30:51,540 --> 01:30:48,960
rid of the fact that i lost someone

2099
01:30:53,910 --> 01:30:51,550
precious to me

2100
01:30:55,510 --> 01:30:53,920
[Music]

2101
01:30:58,149 --> 01:30:55,520
do some of the work

2102
01:31:01,830 --> 01:30:58,159
and leave a little bit for yourself

2103
01:31:04,550 --> 01:31:01,840
as dessert treat to re people are they

2104
01:31:06,790 --> 01:31:04,560
think that if they stop if they let go

2105
01:31:11,669 --> 01:31:06,800
of a past loved one that they no longer

2106
01:31:17,110 --> 01:31:14,229
if i let my person

2107
01:31:18,790 --> 01:31:17,120
who died die

2108
01:31:20,149 --> 01:31:18,800
i can never do that because i'm showing

2109
01:31:22,070 --> 01:31:20,159
i don't care

2110
01:31:24,550 --> 01:31:22,080
what you are really doing when you do

2111
01:31:27,430 --> 01:31:24,560
that is keeping the door shut they can

2112
01:31:29,030 --> 01:31:27,440
never get in to say hi never get in

2113
01:31:30,790 --> 01:31:29,040
through the grief they're not in grief

2114
01:31:32,310 --> 01:31:30,800
anymore they're not in pain anymore if

2115
01:31:33,830 --> 01:31:32,320
they die of cancer not pain anymore so

2116
01:31:35,990 --> 01:31:33,840
how can they why would they want to come

2117
01:31:38,070 --> 01:31:36,000
back through pain through your grief as

2118
01:31:39,430 --> 01:31:38,080
a doorway to get to you they will never

2119
01:31:41,669 --> 01:31:39,440
do that

2120
01:31:43,510 --> 01:31:41,679
celebrating oh my god i lost my loved

2121
01:31:47,030 --> 01:31:43,520
one so you play with it you enjoy your

2122
01:31:48,629 --> 01:31:47,040
grief you get done with the grief

2123
01:31:50,470 --> 01:31:48,639
and then god steps in

2124
01:31:52,790 --> 01:31:50,480
by intensity

2125
01:31:56,629 --> 01:31:52,800
by your intention to shift and you

2126
01:31:57,900 --> 01:31:56,639
simply fall into this new place

2127
01:31:59,590 --> 01:31:57,910
what time do you have dude

2128
01:32:07,350 --> 01:31:59,600
[Music]

2129
01:32:13,430 --> 01:32:09,030
i don't normally do this in presentation

2130
01:32:15,750 --> 01:32:14,550
this is me

2131
01:32:18,790 --> 01:32:15,760
what i'm saying is it's just a

2132
01:32:20,470 --> 01:32:18,800
demonstration of how each one of you in

2133
01:32:24,470 --> 01:32:20,480
each one of you

2134
01:32:26,629 --> 01:32:24,480
can fall inside by mere intention

2135
01:32:29,030 --> 01:32:26,639
i don't know where this happens inside

2136
01:32:30,870 --> 01:32:29,040
of me i do this simply for one reason

2137
01:32:36,730 --> 01:32:30,880
only because it brings me joy to be in

2138
01:32:41,270 --> 01:32:38,149
[Music]

2139
01:32:42,870 --> 01:32:41,280
so much divine feminine floating about

2140
01:32:44,149 --> 01:32:42,880
in and out and without a doubt it's all

2141
01:32:46,629 --> 01:32:44,159
around you

2142
01:32:48,870 --> 01:32:46,639
it resounds you it compounds you

2143
01:32:51,830 --> 01:32:48,880
with many beautiful possibilities as

2144
01:32:54,470 --> 01:32:51,840
through the cosmic birth the cosmic womb

2145
01:32:57,189 --> 01:32:54,480
of your life begins to move outward

2146
01:33:00,070 --> 01:32:57,199
this new divine child that you are all

2147
01:33:04,629 --> 01:33:03,110
swimming in the divine ocean you are

2148
01:33:06,790 --> 01:33:04,639
are you putting in your little toes just

2149
01:33:09,189 --> 01:33:06,800
to test the water or are you diving in

2150
01:33:11,270 --> 01:33:09,199
completely completely submersing and

2151
01:33:13,750 --> 01:33:11,280
losing what you think is you

2152
01:33:14,709 --> 01:33:13,760
without further ado the new you becomes

2153
01:33:17,669 --> 01:33:14,719
birth

2154
01:33:21,430 --> 01:33:19,910
what do you do from there you enjoy you

2155
01:33:23,590 --> 01:33:21,440
delight in it

2156
01:33:25,350 --> 01:33:23,600
you're here to win it aren't you

2157
01:33:27,510 --> 01:33:25,360
there you go

2158
01:33:28,629 --> 01:33:27,520
but you don't understand as the vessel

2159
01:33:29,750 --> 01:33:28,639
mentioned

2160
01:33:31,189 --> 01:33:29,760
in the

2161
01:33:33,990 --> 01:33:31,199
but i

2162
01:33:40,229 --> 01:33:37,430
this is the disease of the human dynamic

2163
01:33:42,310 --> 01:33:40,239
mostly for most

2164
01:33:45,350 --> 01:33:42,320
but only if

2165
01:33:51,270 --> 01:33:47,750
what is this where does this come from

2166
01:33:52,950 --> 01:33:51,280
this construct this mental construct

2167
01:33:56,229 --> 01:33:52,960
this unconscious

2168
01:33:59,990 --> 01:33:58,070
it automatically reveals and shows to

2169
01:34:01,830 --> 01:34:00,000
you the level of work

2170
01:34:03,910 --> 01:34:01,840
that you have not done

2171
01:34:05,189 --> 01:34:03,920
good don't do any work about it just

2172
01:34:07,270 --> 01:34:05,199
recognize it and in the light of

2173
01:34:09,030 --> 01:34:07,280
awareness the light always dissipates

2174
01:34:10,709 --> 01:34:09,040
the dark

2175
01:34:12,950 --> 01:34:10,719
become that spark and your dark will

2176
01:34:15,350 --> 01:34:12,960
simply flee from you

2177
01:34:16,470 --> 01:34:15,360
you must see to be to be free

2178
01:34:20,390 --> 01:34:16,480
you must see

2179
01:34:20,400 --> 01:34:23,270
it's easy

2180
01:34:30,390 --> 01:34:25,590
people try too hard they talk too loud

2181
01:34:35,350 --> 01:34:33,030
and this is a mighty clutch

2182
01:34:37,590 --> 01:34:35,360
and from such you should arise if you

2183
01:34:42,390 --> 01:34:37,600
choose to well how do i choose that

2184
01:34:46,629 --> 01:34:44,390
be your delicious beautiful

2185
01:34:47,910 --> 01:34:46,639
sexy human self

2186
01:34:55,030 --> 01:34:47,920
that's it

2187
01:34:55,040 --> 01:35:00,790
be vulnerable

2188
01:35:05,350 --> 01:35:02,470
at least two or three of you can feel

2189
01:35:08,149 --> 01:35:05,360
this energy as it begins to move

2190
01:35:10,709 --> 01:35:08,159
because to push in all of you though

2191
01:35:11,910 --> 01:35:10,719
be one of those who choose to receive it

2192
01:35:15,430 --> 01:35:11,920
believe it

2193
01:35:19,430 --> 01:35:16,870
still

2194
01:35:21,669 --> 01:35:19,440
many throughout the world are lost in

2195
01:35:22,790 --> 01:35:21,679
that whirlpool

2196
01:35:25,910 --> 01:35:22,800
better said

2197
01:35:29,350 --> 01:35:25,920
the cesspool of human unconsciousness

2198
01:35:31,830 --> 01:35:29,360
which always brings trouble

2199
01:35:32,870 --> 01:35:31,840
consciousness only brings delight the

2200
01:35:36,870 --> 01:35:32,880
light

2201
01:35:39,270 --> 01:35:36,880
spiritual power and spiritual might

2202
01:35:42,070 --> 01:35:39,280
simply be centered

2203
01:35:45,189 --> 01:35:42,080
no longer splintered into

2204
01:35:47,669 --> 01:35:45,199
in such wholeness you will view

2205
01:35:49,510 --> 01:35:47,679
the new reality which belongs to each

2206
01:35:58,790 --> 01:35:49,520
and every one of you

2207
01:35:58,800 --> 01:36:05,350
spirit stands each one of you

2208
01:36:05,360 --> 01:36:08,470
two of you are moving

2209
01:36:12,390 --> 01:36:10,390
to new places

2210
01:36:14,790 --> 01:36:12,400
physically

2211
01:36:18,149 --> 01:36:14,800
one of you is concerned about some upper

2212
01:36:21,430 --> 01:36:19,590
life is a little hard for me to breathe

2213
01:36:23,750 --> 01:36:21,440
right now i have no breathing room

2214
01:36:25,510 --> 01:36:23,760
careful do you want about that

2215
01:36:27,350 --> 01:36:25,520
because in such a way

2216
01:36:28,790 --> 01:36:27,360
you are beginning the solidifying

2217
01:36:31,669 --> 01:36:28,800
process

2218
01:36:33,189 --> 01:36:31,679
of having lung or breathing issues

2219
01:36:34,629 --> 01:36:33,199
though you may have that already from a

2220
01:36:36,870 --> 01:36:34,639
childhood experience you call it

2221
01:36:38,709 --> 01:36:36,880
asthmatic or bronchitis and so forth and

2222
01:36:41,910 --> 01:36:38,719
so on or even coveted

2223
01:36:45,590 --> 01:36:43,910
has been offered to you

2224
01:36:47,109 --> 01:36:45,600
to open you up so that you may breathe

2225
01:36:49,990 --> 01:36:47,119
in the deliciousness

2226
01:36:52,550 --> 01:36:50,000
of the life breath that simply is you

2227
01:36:54,470 --> 01:36:52,560
not belongs to you it is you how can you

2228
01:37:00,310 --> 01:36:54,480
separate yourself from the breath you

2229
01:37:06,149 --> 01:37:02,950
sometimes you're wanting

2230
01:37:08,310 --> 01:37:06,159
even though it's all energy waves your

2231
01:37:10,470 --> 01:37:08,320
wanting is so strong they become tidal

2232
01:37:13,430 --> 01:37:10,480
waves and what do tidal waves do they

2233
01:37:15,510 --> 01:37:13,440
destroy they destroy every opportunity

2234
01:37:20,470 --> 01:37:15,520
that you're trying to employ

2235
01:37:25,590 --> 01:37:20,480
to bring about this joy in your life

2236
01:37:31,430 --> 01:37:27,510
simply ask

2237
01:37:35,990 --> 01:37:32,629
do you believe

2238
01:37:36,000 --> 01:37:40,310
why are you so hard on yourself

2239
01:37:40,320 --> 01:37:43,350
including the vessel

2240
01:37:47,430 --> 01:37:45,750
why are you so hard

2241
01:37:48,790 --> 01:37:47,440
if you're answering the question that

2242
01:37:50,870 --> 01:37:48,800
was posed

2243
01:37:54,070 --> 01:37:50,880
you've missed the point

2244
01:37:56,229 --> 01:37:54,080
it's rhetorical that's the point

2245
01:37:58,149 --> 01:37:56,239
get my point

2246
01:38:00,550 --> 01:37:58,159
why you so hard on yourself leave it

2247
01:38:04,870 --> 01:38:03,350
and the gate opens why am i so hard on

2248
01:38:06,240 --> 01:38:04,880
myself

2249
01:38:09,189 --> 01:38:06,250
don't look for the answer

2250
01:38:13,510 --> 01:38:09,199
[Music]

2251
01:38:21,109 --> 01:38:16,470
why am i so hard on myself

2252
01:38:23,030 --> 01:38:21,119
then the whole situation gets turned

2253
01:38:26,390 --> 01:38:23,040
over on its head

2254
01:38:29,189 --> 01:38:26,400
and no longer exists does not

2255
01:38:30,390 --> 01:38:29,199
why am i so hard on myself

2256
01:38:32,709 --> 01:38:30,400
then you realize

2257
01:38:38,149 --> 01:38:32,719
the ridiculousness and asking the

2258
01:38:41,750 --> 01:38:39,990
say the word apple 20 times and see what

2259
01:38:43,910 --> 01:38:41,760
happens

2260
01:38:46,070 --> 01:38:43,920
it loses all of its meaning then it

2261
01:38:48,550 --> 01:38:46,080
sounds ridiculous

2262
01:38:50,149 --> 01:38:48,560
likewise stop being ridiculous with

2263
01:38:51,990 --> 01:38:50,159
yourself

2264
01:38:55,610 --> 01:38:52,000
stop playing the foolish game for only

2265
01:38:55,620 --> 01:39:03,510
[Music]

2266
01:39:03,520 --> 01:39:08,790
spirit begins to push

2267
01:39:12,950 --> 01:39:11,590
one is a little more stuck or wobbling

2268
01:39:18,149 --> 01:39:12,960
in the other

2269
01:39:21,189 --> 01:39:19,750
be careful what you ask for

2270
01:39:23,030 --> 01:39:21,199
you want to swim you want to swim you

2271
01:39:24,550 --> 01:39:23,040
want to swim but you won't get into the

2272
01:39:26,310 --> 01:39:24,560
river

2273
01:39:27,510 --> 01:39:26,320
keep saying you want to swim spirit will

2274
01:39:29,750 --> 01:39:27,520
grab you and pick you up and throw you

2275
01:39:38,070 --> 01:39:29,760
in the ring

2276
01:39:42,709 --> 01:39:41,109
no more work

2277
01:39:44,229 --> 01:39:42,719
work on that

2278
01:39:46,070 --> 01:39:44,239
no more work

2279
01:39:53,990 --> 01:39:46,080
leave your past

2280
01:39:55,890 --> 01:39:55,590
trying to be a creator right here right

2281
01:39:57,669 --> 01:39:55,900
now

2282
01:39:59,270 --> 01:39:57,679
[Music]

2283
01:40:02,629 --> 01:39:59,280
dwelling in the past

2284
01:40:03,990 --> 01:40:02,639
to create your future is blind

2285
01:40:06,229 --> 01:40:04,000
mind you

2286
01:40:08,550 --> 01:40:06,239
you will have no such luck as the vessel

2287
01:40:09,990 --> 01:40:08,560
has been describing throughout this

2288
01:40:11,750 --> 01:40:10,000
crossing the bridge to your soul

2289
01:40:15,510 --> 01:40:11,760
presentation

2290
01:40:17,910 --> 01:40:15,520
is not about the words he said it's

2291
01:40:19,270 --> 01:40:17,920
about all the energy transference that

2292
01:40:21,669 --> 01:40:19,280
has happened

2293
01:40:23,910 --> 01:40:21,679
throughout what is being said to this

2294
01:40:26,310 --> 01:40:23,920
very very moment that brings you into a

2295
01:40:28,760 --> 01:40:26,320
greater capacity of the now moment which

2296
01:40:29,910 --> 01:40:28,770
is forever

2297
01:40:31,590 --> 01:40:29,920
[Music]

2298
01:40:33,510 --> 01:40:31,600
it's forever

2299
01:40:35,510 --> 01:40:33,520
you are forever

2300
01:40:38,070 --> 01:40:35,520
enjoy this beautiful endeavor you have

2301
01:40:41,510 --> 01:40:38,080
taken upon yourself

2302
01:40:43,990 --> 01:40:41,520
why are you so hard upon yourself

2303
01:40:46,709 --> 01:40:44,000
be light on yourself

2304
01:40:48,390 --> 01:40:46,719
then naturally you become light

2305
01:40:49,910 --> 01:40:48,400
be heavy on yourself

2306
01:40:53,910 --> 01:40:49,920
and then you become hard and heavy to

2307
01:40:57,189 --> 01:40:55,510
it's easy

2308
01:40:59,510 --> 01:40:57,199
there's no crossing the bridge actually

2309
01:41:02,229 --> 01:40:59,520
it's all an illusion

2310
01:41:05,669 --> 01:41:02,239
but you need this illusion until you no

2311
01:41:07,990 --> 01:41:05,679
longer don't

2312
01:41:10,790 --> 01:41:08,000
figure that one in not out

2313
01:41:12,790 --> 01:41:10,800
and you will win without a doubt you are

2314
01:41:15,030 --> 01:41:12,800
blessed beyond measure your love beyond

2315
01:41:18,229 --> 01:41:15,040
measure spirit enjoys this endeavor to

2316
01:41:20,310 --> 01:41:18,239
be in this treasure trove with you

2317
01:41:29,350 --> 01:41:20,320
as we leave this with you

2318
01:41:33,830 --> 01:41:30,470
thank you

2319
01:41:38,149 --> 01:41:35,910
when you do that do you remember what

2320
01:41:40,709 --> 01:41:38,159
was said

2321
01:41:42,629 --> 01:41:40,719
yes and no the question was asked

2322
01:41:44,310 --> 01:41:42,639
when i do this

2323
01:41:45,750 --> 01:41:44,320
i don't like the word channeling it's

2324
01:41:47,669 --> 01:41:45,760
it's just been too

2325
01:41:50,709 --> 01:41:47,679
beaten up

2326
01:41:53,270 --> 01:41:50,719
falling inside vesseling just just me

2327
01:41:54,390 --> 01:41:53,280
dwelling in my sacred space whatever you

2328
01:41:56,070 --> 01:41:54,400
deem it

2329
01:42:00,709 --> 01:41:56,080
some of it i do remember

2330
01:42:00,719 --> 01:42:08,629
what i long for

2331
01:42:08,639 --> 01:42:13,990
is what i feel like when i'm in there

2332
01:42:18,390 --> 01:42:16,470
what i long for

2333
01:42:20,629 --> 01:42:18,400
is to bring this into my life and

2334
01:42:22,390 --> 01:42:20,639
overnight states of consciousness which

2335
01:42:24,229 --> 01:42:22,400
i am and i do

2336
01:42:26,229 --> 01:42:24,239
but to the level

2337
01:42:28,790 --> 01:42:26,239
i'm able to be in that space of extended

2338
01:42:30,390 --> 01:42:28,800
awareness that we did consciously is

2339
01:42:32,229 --> 01:42:30,400
happening

2340
01:42:34,470 --> 01:42:32,239
i'm moving towards

2341
01:42:36,390 --> 01:42:34,480
i'm in high school and graduation is two

2342
01:42:37,669 --> 01:42:36,400
months from now kind of idea not that

2343
01:42:40,149 --> 01:42:37,679
it's two months away from me but that's

2344
01:42:41,430 --> 01:42:40,159
just the analogy

2345
01:42:42,790 --> 01:42:41,440
but i really don't want to leave that

2346
01:42:44,709 --> 01:42:42,800
space

2347
01:42:46,390 --> 01:42:44,719
i feel such joy

2348
01:42:47,910 --> 01:42:46,400
such bliss

2349
01:42:50,390 --> 01:42:47,920
i don't care about anything else really

2350
01:42:55,590 --> 01:42:50,400
and it's not i'm not caring i don't have

2351
01:43:00,790 --> 01:42:58,950
i think this is whatever i think i found

2352
01:43:03,109 --> 01:43:00,800
what many of us have found and everyone

2353
01:43:07,350 --> 01:43:03,119
else who has not found it yet is truly

2354
01:43:10,470 --> 01:43:08,950
you will know you are there in the

2355
01:43:12,870 --> 01:43:10,480
garden with something so beautiful

2356
01:43:15,350 --> 01:43:12,880
simply just happens to you and you lose

2357
01:43:17,830 --> 01:43:15,360
yourself so much to the capacity

2358
01:43:20,629 --> 01:43:17,840
you have no choice for in grabbing it

2359
01:43:23,270 --> 01:43:20,639
grabbing you with everything it has

2360
01:43:26,470 --> 01:43:23,280
and just pulling you into it

2361
01:43:28,790 --> 01:43:26,480
to where you lose your identity

2362
01:43:29,910 --> 01:43:28,800
if your walk is with jesus be with jesus

2363
01:43:33,189 --> 01:43:29,920
so much

2364
01:43:35,350 --> 01:43:33,199
that you lose your identity that you

2365
01:43:37,189 --> 01:43:35,360
become the christ itself if you walk us

2366
01:43:39,669 --> 01:43:37,199
with the buddha you become involved with

2367
01:43:41,750 --> 01:43:39,679
your deity so much that you lose your

2368
01:43:44,310 --> 01:43:41,760
identity that is called

2369
01:43:46,629 --> 01:43:44,320
samadhi contributing with god and so

2370
01:43:49,669 --> 01:43:46,639
when i go into this vesseling mode

2371
01:43:51,990 --> 01:43:49,679
it allows me to be in that cave

2372
01:43:55,109 --> 01:43:52,000
and it helps me move from slave to brave

2373
01:43:57,189 --> 01:43:55,119
i have to be brave you will be afraid

2374
01:43:59,189 --> 01:43:57,199
as you step towards your life

2375
01:44:00,709 --> 01:43:59,199
don't be afraid of being free

2376
01:44:01,750 --> 01:44:00,719
you can't dance around you can't go over

2377
01:44:03,270 --> 01:44:01,760
you can only go through it

2378
01:44:04,830 --> 01:44:03,280
[Music]

2379
01:44:07,510 --> 01:44:04,840
it's

2380
01:44:09,109 --> 01:44:07,520
nervy but you will champion the mountain

2381
01:44:11,590 --> 01:44:09,119
but you have to want to

2382
01:44:13,540 --> 01:44:11,600
hike you have to want to hike up the

2383
01:44:15,590 --> 01:44:13,550
mountain to ever get to the apex

2384
01:44:17,430 --> 01:44:15,600
[Music]

2385
01:44:18,870 --> 01:44:17,440
there's bears that sleep in the woods

2386
01:44:20,950 --> 01:44:18,880
when you're sleeping at night and you're

2387
01:44:22,310 --> 01:44:20,960
hiking towards the summit it's a little

2388
01:44:24,070 --> 01:44:22,320
nervy to know that you have such things

2389
01:44:26,390 --> 01:44:24,080
about you

2390
01:44:28,229 --> 01:44:26,400
likewise in life there are things moving

2391
01:44:30,550 --> 01:44:28,239
about you and that current and that

2392
01:44:31,669 --> 01:44:30,560
swimming pool or cesspool if you're

2393
01:44:33,750 --> 01:44:31,679
standing in the middle you're not

2394
01:44:35,590 --> 01:44:33,760
affected you reach out towards the event

2395
01:44:38,149 --> 01:44:35,600
horizon you get pulled into the swimming

2396
01:44:39,590 --> 01:44:38,159
pool and now you're lost into the

2397
01:44:41,030 --> 01:44:39,600
this what do you call that the uh the

2398
01:44:42,629 --> 01:44:41,040
whirlpool that used to do this kid in

2399
01:44:44,229 --> 01:44:42,639
the pool you get pulled into the current

2400
01:44:46,550 --> 01:44:44,239
and it gets pretty hard

2401
01:44:48,790 --> 01:44:46,560
especially when you try to buck it

2402
01:44:50,709 --> 01:44:48,800
everyone

2403
01:44:52,470 --> 01:44:50,719
is in the live stream there's nothing

2404
01:44:55,830 --> 01:44:52,480
you can do about it you cannot do

2405
01:44:58,070 --> 01:44:55,840
anything about being in the live stream

2406
01:45:00,310 --> 01:44:58,080
and everyone is moving

2407
01:45:01,750 --> 01:45:00,320
downstream in the live stream but not

2408
01:45:04,149 --> 01:45:01,760
everyone is moving downstream their

2409
01:45:05,669 --> 01:45:04,159
lives are unconscious

2410
01:45:07,830 --> 01:45:05,679
they're trying to go upstream like

2411
01:45:09,669 --> 01:45:07,840
salmon

2412
01:45:11,510 --> 01:45:09,679
which is hard to do only to be eaten

2413
01:45:14,790 --> 01:45:11,520
about a bed by a bear when you think

2414
01:45:17,990 --> 01:45:16,870
and when you move against the current

2415
01:45:19,990 --> 01:45:18,000
you become

2416
01:45:22,149 --> 01:45:20,000
the turbulence the rapids the stones

2417
01:45:23,350 --> 01:45:22,159
that resist the stream and it causes

2418
01:45:25,510 --> 01:45:23,360
trouble

2419
01:45:26,870 --> 01:45:25,520
you let go

2420
01:45:28,070 --> 01:45:26,880
you don't have to put you don't have to

2421
01:45:29,350 --> 01:45:28,080
paddle

2422
01:45:33,030 --> 01:45:29,360
yourself and turn yourself around just

2423
01:45:38,550 --> 01:45:34,629
merrily merrily merrily life is with a

2424
01:45:39,910 --> 01:45:38,560
dream you begin to move the current

2425
01:45:42,070 --> 01:45:39,920
how do i know i'm always moving the

2426
01:45:43,669 --> 01:45:42,080
current did you break your toe yesterday

2427
01:45:44,790 --> 01:45:43,679
did you have this issue doesn't mean

2428
01:45:45,830 --> 01:45:44,800
you're not going to have these trials

2429
01:45:48,550 --> 01:45:45,840
and tribulations these trials and

2430
01:45:50,550 --> 01:45:48,560
tribulations are your ticket to the

2431
01:45:51,590 --> 01:45:50,560
conscious term because they're showing

2432
01:45:56,830 --> 01:45:51,600
you

2433
01:45:59,750 --> 01:45:56,840
[Music]

2434
01:46:01,669 --> 01:45:59,760
ah don't walk around in my house knowing

2435
01:46:03,750 --> 01:46:01,679
my wife is gonna buy new furniture when

2436
01:46:05,750 --> 01:46:03,760
i'm not aware of it to walk into the

2437
01:46:08,470 --> 01:46:05,760
house to stub my toe

2438
01:46:10,709 --> 01:46:08,480
to break my foot whatever just become

2439
01:46:11,669 --> 01:46:10,719
aware of your life how do you become

2440
01:46:13,590 --> 01:46:11,679
aware

2441
01:46:14,790 --> 01:46:13,600
tasting your mouth

2442
01:46:16,070 --> 01:46:14,800
what do you hear

2443
01:46:18,070 --> 01:46:16,080
what are you feeling do you see the

2444
01:46:20,550 --> 01:46:18,080
lights above you so you've directed your

2445
01:46:22,470 --> 01:46:20,560
awareness to all these points

2446
01:46:25,510 --> 01:46:22,480
and then you say can i do this all at

2447
01:46:29,189 --> 01:46:27,830
i can taste the taste in my mouth i can

2448
01:46:30,950 --> 01:46:29,199
feel the temperature of my skin the

2449
01:46:32,790 --> 01:46:30,960
lights in the room the sounds in them

2450
01:46:35,830 --> 01:46:32,800
all at one time and the gate begins to

2451
01:46:38,070 --> 01:46:35,840
open and now you have compared yourself

2452
01:46:41,109 --> 01:46:38,080
to the largest capacity because

2453
01:46:43,189 --> 01:46:41,119
awareness always dissipates darkness in

2454
01:46:44,629 --> 01:46:43,199
the light of awareness be the light of

2455
01:46:46,149 --> 01:46:44,639
awareness

2456
01:46:49,030 --> 01:46:46,159
passion

2457
01:46:51,430 --> 01:46:49,040
sincerity humility and vulnerability i

2458
01:46:53,270 --> 01:46:51,440
promise you if you use passion i'm just

2459
01:46:55,030 --> 01:46:53,280
i'm going to make this happen god damn

2460
01:46:56,390 --> 01:46:55,040
it i'm gonna make this happen

2461
01:46:58,629 --> 01:46:56,400
that word in of itself is pretty

2462
01:47:00,790 --> 01:46:58,639
powerful that's passion

2463
01:47:03,510 --> 01:47:00,800
i'm sincere about this

2464
01:47:05,669 --> 01:47:03,520
i really want this i mean it

2465
01:47:08,070 --> 01:47:05,679
humility be of service

2466
01:47:10,149 --> 01:47:08,080
humility to what you think you know

2467
01:47:11,270 --> 01:47:10,159
humility to be open to the things that

2468
01:47:13,189 --> 01:47:11,280
you don't know

2469
01:47:14,790 --> 01:47:13,199
and vulnerability brings you to the

2470
01:47:16,950 --> 01:47:14,800
space of all the things i've gleaned

2471
01:47:18,790 --> 01:47:16,960
from my passion sincerity and humility

2472
01:47:19,990 --> 01:47:18,800
i'm opening myself up and letting the

2473
01:47:22,070 --> 01:47:20,000
light shine

2474
01:47:33,030 --> 01:47:22,080
be that right